TLC..

I know uve had a long day
Everybody rubbed u the wrong way

Ure stressed…all u 1na do is crawl into bed
But baby..indulge me..ive got some ideas playing in head

I ran u a bath..hot water and a whole lotta bubbles
While ure in there I hand u a glass with a whole lotta bubbles

Let ur body say “aaah” as the warm lather relaxes u
Rolling up my shirts sleeves
Massaging ur scalp…rubbing shampoo into ur hair

Warm water trickles thru my fingers as I rinse
Down ur neck and also on my jeans
But I don’t mind…I don’t care

Next stop the bedroom...lemme rub u dry
Candles…oil…and extra towels standing by

Lay your body down on a towel
As I proceed to make you moan in every vowel

Not resting my full weight as I straddle u
Whisper in ur ear.. “im about to ruff handle u”

Rubbin ur back..
any tension left flees ur shoulder under my touch

Fingers gliding front to back
Strong hands..and yet so soft

Lower back rubbin got u moanin “mmm thatzit”..like a pimple..lolz
Hands gripping ur waist.. thumbs making circles around ur dimples

Ur sexy batty aint left out…as every cheek glistens
Oily fingers sliding in n out of ur kitten

U came into this room all stressed out
Now I got ur body all stretched out

Singing to you softly
Fingers make luv tyur monkey
Tell me how bad you want me
Put ur channel on discovery

Close ur eyes and feel
Sensations so good they can’t be real

Tongue painting masterpieces on ur skin
Lips goin where my hand have been

Your bodys the main course
But its sweeter than dessert
It hurts so good.ure bout to burst
Forget drivin u crazy..ure goin berserk

Be as loud as you wanna
As I do it like no other

Take a ride on my rollercoaster
Forget settin the bed on fire..we goin supernova

Body glistening with sweat…damp hair stickin to ur face
We gone twice already..but I cant let ur beautiful body go to waste

Kissing so soft n slow..n sweet…that yu tremble..
Fingers gliding across ur body…drivin yu mental…

Take my hand n follow me,let me unlock ur bodies secrets
let ur kitty sae "aaah"..as i fill u up with this..

how much can u take..
as i fill u upwith chocl8 cake..lolz

makin ur body do n feel things..u didnt even kno it could
got ur kitty queefing..kissing on my wood

takin u to the brink and beyond..
ill ahv u at multiple..before the nite is dun..x

n yu...why are you still here?
n me..why arent i there?
why dont I care?
and do i still do?
...maybe i never did..
heart like an open wound that never bleeds

every action provin me right.. even tho i was wrong
discovering and displayin my weakness...in vain efforts to be strong..

even tho i didnt expect you to be different from the rest
still it wasnt about the sex
emotions involved..yu deserve more than yu recieved
but i told u from the start..gave u all i could...but i really didnt have that much to give..

im sorry for not leading you on in any way
and im sorry for not tellin u lies..to make you stay

please dont get me wrong
i know i was off like the wrong tune..to the right song

i hate the things i do
i despise the wae i acted...how i treated you

now you wanna be angry..telling urself u hate me
callin me jerk..n bastard...when just 2 nites ago i was...baby

deleting me...but yet ure still on my page
wondering wot im doing..wot im thinkin..wot im sayin..

tellin urself that i wasnt everything u kno i was
tellin urself anybody else can n will do the things he does

actin like ur body was never in my hands
tellin ur girl."what was i thinkin tryna make him my man"..

look me..fuck that ..find a mirror ..look urself in the eye..and sae it wasnt beautiful
even when the mind tries to lie to the body...the heart alwais speaks the truth..

evaluating everything ME as a function of how they affect U
preoccupied with urself n ur needs..but s human nature..is wot i expect boo

i didnt want to go down this road..but whats a man to do?
knowing i was still torn up inside...told yu i was damaged goods

they told us...if yu play with fire..ull get burnt
but when ure out in the freezing cold..s ez to 4get lessons learnt

infornt of ur warm fire
instigated by desire

warmin my hands...then feet...
warmin my face..my lips..with ur kiss

warmin everypart of my body except my heart
but myminds been its sworn enemy from the start

i felt like you didnt care enough to try and break down my walls luv...
i too was selfish feelin like yu could reach out more all u gave was a feeble knock

Ride on the anger as long as you can...cus when thats gone...all ull be left with is ...regret...
m gonna remember u for the good...the sweet n sexy times we spent

so here we are at the end of the road..been heer so many times..i kno it like the back of my hand
time will eventually wash away feelins like footprints in the sand...

so lets find the quickest route to goodbye
hopefully this time ..no1 will cry

dont feel sorry for urself..say a prayer for me..
that God will have mercy on me..heal my heart and let it beat..

its lonely being the tin man..
tearfilledeyes..but pride stops me from blinkin..

pray for me ...that 1 dae ill be able to give a girl more than the luvin that she wants
..id give the love that she needs..

ull never find anybody like me but i hope you find sum1 better...
im sorry if..no i kno i hurt u..so i hope u forgive me a s u read ths letter


yours sincerely

the tin man

....x

Questions

why doi hurt those i claim to love?

why do i find it so hard to express myself?

why do i equate vulnerabillity with weakness?

why do i shut others out and the one i let in dont dereve to be there..

whats gonna happen with this nysc thing?

what does my future have in store?

why is this life such a struggle..you only rest when you die..

why do i keep fighting God..even tho i know His word?..

why is there unbelief in my heart..even tho i believed from the start..

why hasnt He answered certain prayers..not mine ...Hers??

shes been ur faithful servant..she's not perfect but U're all she has..

she served and only you know the depth of her devotion

so why does it take you solong to answer..when you own the wholeworld

Who the hell are her enemies..when U are on her side

so the question is are you or arent you..I know I have no right to question u...ure right

Will ur mercy endure forever even when i take your Grace for Granted

Is there any good work..and if there is..will you finish wot uve started?

What about my music ...how will that pan out..

Who will my wife be..is she here now and i cant see

will i be a good father..a good husband when the time comes..

better than my father...or my grand fatherat that

make a sucess of my life ...serve you in ur house..

what about my tatoos...wot will be the repercussion

i know i dont deserve ur audience..to even be havin this discussion..

this is not a poem...just questions on my mind

Never Thot..

I aint usually the type to do holding hands, romantic walks, making out in public
but here we are holding each other,kissing while people stare..n we're luvin it

im not usually the type to sae i luv u..infornt of my boiz
i try to hide my stupid grin as whisper i luv u into the reciever ..ignoring their noise

cant remember missing a game ever before
its deep into the 1st half and im deep in ur 2nd half giving u more

aint usually the type to send roses and a card
but just when you think im sleepin..my luv catches you offguard

ain never been the type to introduce a girl to my mom
but there u are in the kitchen laughing and joking about her son

never thot id be bothered to get to know my girls friends
now im starting to feel like one of the girls cus they always in our endz

never thot id spend so much money on anyone other than myself
now no toy is too expensive for my baby..cus i realise u r my true wealth

never thot id be doing half the things that i do
never thot id be blessedto meet someone like u

thats why im writing this poem to let you know boo
that i never thot id say this but....i luv u..x

Brand new

this heres on some truthful sht
it seems like everything I do..ure used to it

well tonite is gonna be full of suprises
like a cracker with me inside it

textin u allday...tell you how bad i want yu
sent yu a naughty pic..so yu kno how tru

flowwers on ur desk
an email deescribin ur sex

choclates..1 for now..the box for later
pleasues for dinner tonite...n im gna be ur waiter

the nite cant come quick enough
forget making luv...even emotions cant go deep enough

a kiss as soon as you open the dooor
pick u up so u kno wot i came here for

bare chest under my jacket
booty lookin ryte in dem shorts..hands itchin to smack it...

plant you on the table..hands onn ur sides
tongue kissing ur mouth..standing inbetween ur thighs

raising ur shirt over your head..gazing at ur bressts
facelike an angel..body like sin...s amazing how ure blessed

scoop em up in my hands n squeezin..lickin the nips
raking my fingernails from the side of ur waist ryte up to ur pits

tongue kissin ur neck..till blood rushes to the surface
fingers sliding in n out of ur panties..u makin ur sexface

jacket falls off..u lick my chest
press me up against ur bress

take ur shorts off...next come the drawers
put u on play...everything else on pause

spread open ur lips n eat that pussy like choclate cake
ur thighs quakin,body shuddering..moans with evry breath you take

lickin on ur clit one finger inside
feels like a warm slushie..fingers lip n slide

kissing on ur the inside of ur thighs
humming on ur clit...vibrations gv yu a lil suprise

fingers and tongue
tagteamin for 20mins strong...

thighs weakened
tongue still pleasureseeking

hows about some oil...lets take a break while i rub u down
rubbin ur front n back..kneadin..stroking..round n round

till ur whole body glistens..supple n sexy
bodys as tempting as the apple in eden..only urs is sayin"sex me"

succulent...my hearts desire
i wanna take you higher

stripping till im naked
m hard as a rock and ur looking like u wanna take it

ride it like ure in a race
rocking into 1st place

let me lay ur body down on a pillow
slide in u from behind..whisper a wish n watch me go

pumpin horse power into ur tummy
it feels so good...u wanna call for ur mummy

hands searching for sumin to hold onto
groaning keep it ryte ther..damn baby i want you

hands on ur waist
in n out...till my dk can taste

an orgasm coming on
finger switching to clit..tongue gets to sucking on

ur bress..making the most of it
ur body bucking in waves of pleasure..
got yu hooked on ds treasure
buried deep inside ur cave...

........

My Angel..

ure like a dream to me
beautys epiphany

i dreamt you before i saw u
it took me 5secs to want u

u stole my eyes, then yu stole my breath
then u stole my beatin heart..ryte outta my chest

i build my fantasies aroun u
castles in the sky...streams out of dew

perfection in a sexy black dress
even beauty would be impressed

ure way past bein beautiful
i kno s cliche..but God broke the mold when he made u

flowers sprout in the wake ov ur step
angels strum their harps with each intake of breath

heavn smiles with u when ure glad
n rains down salty tears when ure sad

a walking luv song, beauty at its best
a shakespearian sonnet in a sexy little black dress

dark sexy hypnotic eyes foretell passion
pink lips promise kisses sweet n long lasting

body like a Martin Luther speeech;
"i have a dream"n everynite you star in it

my muse my inspirational subject
flawed in the most beautiful ways.. that make you perfect

and on the day that i die..when death replaces birth
ill recognise angels faces..cus i met one here on earth*...x

3 wordsafter sex...funny compilation

same time tomorrow?

u look itchy..

poeple are staring..

we should go..

now hang up..

ur sisters better...

is it in...??

worst minute ever..

hmmmm...not bad

swim! little me's

wherez my money?!!

your times up..

whats that smell...

were yu awake?..

that was....different

meet my mates a.ka. rugby lovin

i love you..

whats ur name,..

sowhos next>?..

thatll do pig...

add as friend

u were filming??

ooops wrong hole

thank you....thankyouverymuch

that was microsoft

again!again!again!

my my my

was that legal?

sorry i farted..

ure a WHAT>??!?!!

broke my chair

can u walk?..

close ur mouth..

hold the applause

you were sayin?..

turn over please

untie me now!

harder next time

uvegot WHATT??!!!

uh...wot happened?..

inhaler!!/...asthma attack

my water broke

aaaargh rug burns!

yep...me too

stay down bitch!..

is that it..?

shit!..i came

go home...practise!!

dont press charges..

you friggin lied

O M G

Veni Vedi Veci

Help me down?...

thinkin *Gotta text ___.*

Lost handcuff key??

run along now

ceiling needs painting

the jobs mine>??!!!

ctrl alt dlt

damn im good

im not done..

male...female...undecided

now im gay

sht,...itss stuck!

is that urz?..

so..um...thankz?..

make sum breakfast


where yu goin?

i hate you

shes waking up

wanna eat it...

Rain down on U...

let me rain down on u

she needs a daddy

let me oblige you
when i slide up inside you

melt into ur fantasies
show u all the things you like to see

drip.......drop

heart palpitatin

flip......flop

now u're all in my ear like...."dont...stop"

open wide and let me

fill....u....UP

uve been wet...but let me make it WETTER
uve had good....let me introduce u to BETTER


imma make it wet...regardless of the weather
imma make you sweat...like ure in a sauna with a sweater

breaking records.....burning calories
waking up to wet dreams....reenacting fantasies

say "give it to me daddy"
put it ryte there...aye papiii

say oooooh when i do the things that make you moan...
make that face when i take yu beyond a *groan*..
moaning and vibrating in my arms like a ring tone ..

i know uve had it good....lemme upgrade you to...BeSt
make it like a virgin...ur pussy wont remember the reSt...

call me pleasure....call me pain
me luv yu LooooooNg time..so sweet 4 so long...like a sugarcane..

thunderclouds....n lightening
gurl ure beauty is frightening...

the kinna beauty...that starts family quarrel
ur smiles like the light at the end of the tunnel...

ecstasy smiles down...n rainclouds vanish
when it hurts so good...u start speaking spanish

she sae....give it tome daddy
let ur luvin surround me

lay me down n pound me
till my luv rains down...n orgasms hound me..

close ur eyes...bite ur lip
feel my length against ur hip

butter fly kisses...soft touches in even softer places
watchin yumake dem sex faces

let the trumpets blare
my tongue all in ur ear

let the saxophones croon
as ur kitty hums my fave tune

feel the vibrations
revel in the sensations

let me take yu there...and slowly bring yu back
turn u on ,,,,till ure dripping like a tap

leaking like a faucet
down my cheeks and i luv itt

told yu i was a freak
now you cant even speak

my tongue in ur cheek..and not the ones on ur face
french kissing ur lipz and iluv the wae u taste

lemme make it rain down on u...get swept awae
surfin waves of pleasure..like 2mrw into today into yesterdae..

panty puddin...choclate seduction
this has been another badmann production...x

The Badmann experience...

uve got sum of the softestlips ive evr seen
ur beautiful face belongs on the cover of a magazine
i wanna kiss every bit of ur caramel skin
up those long legs and inbetween


uve got a body to die for
wanna feel ur legs wrapped aroun me like a python


i wanna put u on my lap n kiss ur breassts
suck them till ure out of breath n thers warm stickiness between ur legs

i wanna lay u down n kiss you slooow
stroke you till u looose control
kiss you soft n kiss you sweet
till u tremble frm head to feet


i wanna run my fingers acros your skin
you look so good it should be a sin


when i say i want you i wanna show you wot i mean
dip my chocolate in ur cream



i wanna run my tongue up ur thighs
bite ur lip and close ur eyes
lick yu inbetween ur thighs
take yu to my paradise


i waanna make luv to you with my tongue
give you what you've been wantin for so long
make you moan and scream my name
as i eat ur pussy n drive yu insane


i wanna take you in my arms n hold you close
give you a pleasurable overdose
slide inside you and make you moan
as i claim ur body and you claim my own


i wanna make luv to you all nite long
give you ALL of me sweet n strong
let ur hands run all over me
wrap ur legs around my body


i wanna put u on top n let u ride
then switch it up till we're side by side
then give it to you slooow from behind
work my thighs till u looose ur mind


wanna kiss ur lips as i enter you
whisper in ur ear "you're so beautiful"
fill you up till ur pussy explodes
as we lose ourselves ina pleasurable overload


..x

Dont talk..

dont talk...just lissen
lips are the tool..but the language is kissin

dont ask ...jus recieve
granting ur bodyss requests..in waez u wont believe

dont talk...dont try to speak
my hammer got you feelin so ...weak

dont talk...dont even try to think
feel my tongue pushin u to the brink

words are unecessary..ur bodys all i need
let me put my "satisfaction" in ur "greed"...

dont talk...words cant do us justice
body liek a bad habit...just cant get off it..

makin ur hive hum
as ur hunny drips on my tongue..

shhh...dont talk...just moan
givin u orgasms ..tillmy body surrenders its own..x

*sigh*

i dont wanna break my babys heart
shes the one i've loved from the start

but when will i close all these doors?
i dont want to hurt you anymore

but i dont know what to do
i dont want to risk losin you

but its not as easy as it seems
relationships coming apart at the seams

we cant have everything we want and we always have to choose
life is never fair..and just when you think ure winning u lose

sometime i think if i really cared about you i wouldnt stay
as painful as it seems ..id turn my back and walk away

i know ud be crushed but ud draw strength from ur weakness
ive always respected ur resillience

but i dont think id survive losin u
and then i hate myself..cus i feel like im using you

i luv you morethan i hate myself
so maybe i should set you free..before theres nothing left

so as you read this note..baby dont cry
know its for the best..baby dry those eyes

know that i love you..and i'll love you beyond the grave
i hope ull remember me for the good and in ur heart..a place for me save.

this isnt goobye...x

Moonlite...

take my hand...walk with me
on springy meadows...past babbling brooks...and quiet streams

sit with me..under a tree
inbetween my legs...u infront of me..

sink into my embrace as i wrap my arms around you
feel my breath on ur neck..the soothing beat of my heart against ur back

let ever worry...every care...melt away
lets watch the night take over from the day

lets name the stars..make believe that theyre ours..
disregarding time...hours feel like minits....minits feel like hours

kiss me as the moon looks down in delight
wrap ur arms around my neck...hold me tight

dont worry about anything tonight
enjoyin the feelin of evrything being "right"

close your eyes and drift away ...beside me
safe and secure, knowing that when u wake up...ur luv will still be ryte here..inside of me

no matter what tomorrow holds in store...we'll face it together
i kiss ur forehead...close my eyes too...cus this moment feels like forever...x

She's my Music

like a symphony....everything perfectly composed
always a perfect performance...from ur head to ur toes

the sweetest chords
out of ur lips flow the sweetest words...

like a haunting tune..u play in my head
u stay on my mind..lull me to bed

the most incredible rhythm,mesmerizin beat
perfect harmony in the sway of ur hips..

like my favourite song...i love it when you come on
and when i need dem luv tunez...u alwais give me sumthin to strum on.

when i bring you to mylips and blow..
you hit notes from re to do

the music to my lyrics...the chorus to my beat
let my hands direct you to a melody sweet

i dont need a playlist...or an iPOd to get right...
all i need is U...be my music tonite...x

Here....n there

Here...i open the door for you,help you into your coat
There...i hold you down...and rock your boat

Here....my touch is gentle...feather light
There ...i lick...suck...and bite

Here....my tone is light and clear
There....my voice is a husky whisper in ur ear

Here..id neva raise a hand...do anything to hurt you..u kno me
but when we're up in there...i spank your cheeks rosy

Here...a promise starts on your lips
there i grant your every wish

Here..I'm in a nice suit looking composed
there...we beast fkn..we've ripped off our clothes

Here i'm a gentleman...butter wouldnt melt in my mouth
There...other things start to melt when i take it down south

We exude class during the day,but i take you to school at nite
mix up the batter...till it tastes just right

Here..before we get carried away...we stop it
there we dive into the current...as bad as we wanna be...and u luv itt...x

wish you were mine...

i guess you're happy
why wouldnt you be

you deserve it boo
and i'm happy for you

i tell myself its ok
and in a little while these feelings will go away

but when i hug you i never want to let go
i dont want to be a complication so i try not to show

all these feelings how raw i am inside
how bad i want you by my side

you'll never know how i ache for you
all the sacrifices i'm willing to make for you

everytime i see you with him i wanna scream out my love
its eating me up inside...i want you..i cant get enough

what i wouldnt give for a kiss
tasting ur lips..pure bliss

for you to look at me the way you look at him
for you to touch me the way you touch him

when you smile at him i cant help but wish it was me
and if you looked deep in my eyes, im sure u would see

how i hang onto every word that drops from your cherry lips
how i could gaze at your picture for hours ..tracing ur features with my fingertips

when you touch me in my core there are tremors
and when you hold him..cant help but be jealous

you know i like you, but you dont know how much
you dont know that if i had a chance id take you straight to church

put you in a white gown and buy you a ring
love you forever and make you my queen

but i gottta watch the game from the sidelines wandering if it'll ever be the right time
i tell myself it'll be okay, but my heart knows i'm lyingmore than anything, i wish you were mine.

whats a man to do(part1)

So we got in a little fight
I slammed the door and drove off into the night

Needed a distraction, didn’t want to think about my luv
First stop the bar, next stop the club

There I am sipping my drink, minding my own business
Then you walk in looking like the epitome of fitness

Haven’t seen you in such a long time
And I gotta tell you, u’re looking mighty fine

Soon we’ re deep in conversation
A couple drinks lead to dancefloor gyration

You’re holding me close telling me you missed me
Your body feels so good even though I know its risky

My pockets vibrating and I know its my baby
I cant pick up for obvious reasons, but not to pick up would be more shady

You’re touching me and whispering in my ear
You wanna know where my cars at..and if we can take it there

The mind is saying no but the flesh is weak
And in a moment you pull my head down and we kiss

What the hell am I doing?! I cant do this I’m sorry
I push my way through the crowd and leave in a hurry

I know I might change my mind if I look back..if I turn around
So I don’t…and as I make my way to the door I notice a familiar face in the crowd

Its more than familiar, it’s a face my eyes call home
It’s a face I fell in love with, a face I know better than my own

My baby’s staring at me with hurt in her eyes
Tears welling up in them..accusations in those eyes

I know how it looks but baby its not even like that
I was on my way back home to you..but you dont buy that

A thousand words cant justify
You turn away as you start to cry

I stand there helplessly watching you go
Confused..no baby…say it isn’t so..

in the car..we drive back in silence
the look on ur face threatening violence

i fluctuate between being sorry...and being pissed
for crying out loud...it was just one kiss

and i ddint even initiate it
another day another fight..and i dont think i can take it

to be continued..

Break away...

sometimes i wish i could just sail away
find escape...break away

sail off on some adventure
in search of love, wealth, pleasure

i wish i could fly away on the wings of a dove
follow a dream to your love

i wish i could flow like a wishing well
right into the arms of my special girl

sometimes i feel like i wanna break free
sky dive off this plane of complacency

find my tranquility
in your beauty

its not far to never never land
fly with me take my hand

in our world ..impossible is not a concept
hand in hand we sail into the sunset
...x

My attention

it aint easy to come by
but you claimed it when you walked by

stimulating every one of my senses
scaling my walls...bulldozing my fences

you smell like a rose wet dream
bet you taste better than ice cream

i can hear you calling even tho ur lips ain moved
love the way you walk..hips rotate so smooth

i ain diddy, but im definitely locked in
i can tell ur in dire need of my luvin

and even if yu aint, hu the fuck cares
im here...ure here

lets make the most of it
dont worry about the bill, i got yu covered

so you got my attention, lets see if you can keep it
you dip ur finger between my lips n then u lick it

she say wotchu think badmann?

if i didnt have you

this big house would be an empty shell

without your presence in it

this heart would find it hard to beat

without ur lovin in it

this bed would be so cold

my new would feel so old

without ur warmth

my arms would feel so empty, with nothing to hold

what good is my money

if it cant make you smile

i cant buy another you

i dont even wanna try.

.x

will you love me ...when it hurts

will you luv me when it hurts
when i cant be all that i can be

will you holdtight, count the costs
be my eyes when i cant see

will you wipe my tears when i cry
love me more for showing you my insides

will you still be hot for me ..even when im cool
will you still love me ..when everyone else thinks you're a fool

when im weak, will you help me stand
when i dont have the balls..will you help me be a man

will you help me up when i fall
will you be there when i call

will you love me even when i dont deserve it
when it gets hard..will you walk away...will you quit

will you love me especially because of my imperfections
will you be my compass..when im in need of direction

will you be my hands
will you be my smile when i cant

find a reason to be happy
take my face in your hands and say look at me

will you take my hand..walk by my side
will you be down for whatever ..will you ride

will you put up with me..help me grow
these are the things i need to know

would you luv me...when it hurts...x

TGIF

its the end of the week and you're sick of it all
you've had a long week, so have we all
look on the bright side mate
its flipping friday, lets go out and celebrate

you're so sick of a 9-5
weighed down by the monotony of your life
reach out and touch the sky
let loose and fly

these five days of the week have been nothing but stress
and you just wanna quit as God is ur witness
holdtight baby, your mans got you covered
all the love u've been missing tonight u'll be smothered

its friday lets have fun, hit a club
call up your girl, hold her, make luv
call up your homies, shoots sum hoops
target the pretty girls in groups

enjoy it while it lasts
have as much fun as u can cus soon itll be past
dont be depressed as the weekend starts to wind down
cus soon it'll time again and we'll escape from the mundane burdens that wwigh our mind down.

Shut me down...

deafening silence..empty faces
shadows where there once was smiling faces

losing myself in yesterdays
suddenly happiness seems so far away

my heart still hasnt healed
and sometimes i wonder if i can ever feel

dark shades conceal hollow eyes
i dont need your pity..i dont need you to sympathise

retreating into myself..wondering if anyone would ever love me
aching for warmth but flinching if anyone ever tried to touch me

damaged goods is what ive become
the one that did the damage is long gone

breaking down...crumbling slowly
rejecting company even though im lonely

loathing myself for wallowing in self pity
why dont you come back and finish me

somebody reach me..i desperately need your love
but i dont know how to trust..how to pick myself up

i feel like i hurt everything and everyone i loved and now miss
a tortured soul, feel like all i can cause is pain..so please

shut me down

Take it there..

so your girls been asking about me
when i come around she be lookin at me

uve been telling her bedtime stories..all the things that i do
the freaky ways i bring pleasure to you

she asks how was it..how did it feel
then she lick her lips like she had a good meal

it aint easy to keep it all in when it felt so good
you tell her every detail..it was so good

now she got this look in her eye when i come around
and i can tell she wannna start something underground

im not the man who's gonna creep around ur back
but we got a situation..and thats a fact

so listen baby..i got an idea
hows about we share

i kno im ur sex toy...ur splackavellie
but cus of you..homegirls been raping her teddy

you say yall are so tight
been friends from high school right?

lolz...hows about we make a luv scene
2 on 1..a delicious tag team

bring it...you know i aint no slouch in the sack
babygirl..U KNO...i breaks da back

kiss on me...while im kissing her
my lips tease u...while my fingerz please her

you aint never had it like this
two scoops of pleasure with a little twist

she sayz shes down for whatever..and then some
you say..i dare you..make it rain handsome

two beautiful sexy grown women..truss i ain scared
lollz..best believe im gawn come prepared

two cans of redbull and a whole lotta stamina
i walk in..and i go hummina hummina hummina

cus thats sexy lingerie ive evr seen
yall look like yu just walked off the pages of a magazine

empty wine bottles litter the floor
you hand me a glass and start to pour

you kiss me slow and squeeze my bum
she comes behind me kisses my neck and goes yum

she pulls my shirt off..you start on my belt
im like whoa ..what the hell..lolz

i know i gotta take control fast
if not dunno how long ill last

i pick you up and place you on the bed
shawtys a problem and i start to use my head

shes looking left out..while im making you testify
so i let her climb on my rollercoaster and shes strapped on for the ride

hands..mine..urs..hers..lips..tongues
moans like different verses of the same song

yall take turns ..work it like a 9-5
an hour later and im still alive

ure fast asleep and so is she
and i gotta sae im proud of me;)

wait...i see yall starting to stir
i grab my clothes and quick step outta there

i gave my all to get you right
thats more than enough for one night

...x

Sentimotionality..

DAMN!!u got this playboy sprung
u look so good that its so damn wrong
ive seen beauty before,sh*t its a requirement
but ur sexy smile puts mona lisa into retirement

uve got a face like poetry,body like lyrix
to the song that my soul sings,i feel it in my spirit
when i say ure beautiful,i ain tryna spin it
words dont cum cheap from me,if i say it i mean it

when u smile the sun hangs its head in shame
and when ur lips move..i hear em callin out my name
ive seen sexy before,but urs aint the same
u repackaged it, reinvented it..all in ur butta frame

u walk in a room and u take my breath away
i feel like usher in that song "how do i say"
so many things i 1na say to u but my tongue refuses to cooperate
usually smooth n slick but today my body refuses to coordinate

feel like im 13 again,i laff when i shuldnt n frown when i should
u throw me off my game,i feel like a damn fool
u giv an old gee buttaflies
heart beats a lil faster erytm i look in dem brown eyes

looll,but strangely enuff..i like thse feelings ure makin me feel
not lust,no gimmicks no games,for the first tyme i feel sumthin real
when im with u,the entire world fades away
im oblivious to evrythin else,its by by the way

erytime ure lips move,i fight the urge to kiss u
n when u say gbye,i watch u walk away,already missin u..x

Interests....

She said I looked like sex when she saw me
One look at my lips made her horny
Chocolate skin and eyes like honey
She could imagine me deep in her tummy


We talk for an inch, flirt for a mile
I make her blush, I make her smile
I make her shy, I make her bold
Offer my jacket when she gets cold


Coupla hours feels like a life time
Feel like old friends by nighttime
Side by side sipping on white wine
Both of us looking for the right time


A pause here, a break there
Close enough to whisper in your ear
Nip your earlobe, bury my nose in your hair
Goosebumps on your neck, I plant one there


You turn your face, I turn your hips
Chest to chest, you part your lips
I dip my head, we share our first kiss
Silhouettes basking in the reflection of the moon, never has there been a night as beautiful as this

...She likes this one

Wasn’t expecting to see u when I walked into the club
Only seen u in my dreams so far, so it came as quite a shock

U’re everything I dreamt u’d be
When I look at u. perfection’s all I see

Ur long beautiful hair covers those piercing eyes
That steal men’s souls and hypnotize

But under those hooded eyelids they’re so beautiful I can’t help but gaze
Twinkling like rare jewels when u’re smiling, but when u’re not as incomprehensible as a maze

Strobe lights flashing, turning everything into a rainbow
Playing on ur features, surrounding u with a halo

I’m not staring; I just can’t seem to fucking control my eyes
Caressing the length of u, from ur pink lips to those golden thighs

It’s hot in this club and u’ve got a healthy sheen
Sweat making u glow, covering ur golden skin

U cross ur legs and my eyes cross with desire
Like a moth to a flame, almost certainly I’m gonna be consumed by this fire

I try to look away, a million girls around me
I just can’t see ‘em, my eyes just don’t allow me

I down my drink and try to close my eyes
In retrospect, that wasn’t really wise

‘cus when I do, the whole club melts away
And u shine like the sun on the brightest day

It’s like I’m dreaming again
Eyes raised to heaven as it starts to rain

In the middle of the dance floor u n i
Purple kisses raining down from a candy sky

Clothes clinging to ur skin, outlining every contour n curve
Lol,n exposing my “excitement” cus ure such a hot StUrVS

Music blaring in the background, but all I hear
Is the silky whisper of ur voice in my ear

I run my fingers through ur hair, pull it back n kiss ur jaw line
Slide up behind u, plant them kisses while we slow wind

I’m fixing to make luv in this club
Fall outta my chair, n then I wake up

I rub my eyes n look around
Looking for ur pretty face in the middle of the crowd

I search for u outside, inside..everywhereI
realize ur gone, head in my hands..i sit on the stairs

Someone taps me on the shouder, cus I’m in the way
I move without looking up, so I miss u walking away

Shouldn’t be a big deal, but for me the party’s over
Had a bit to drink, but now I’m sober

U’re still on my mind as I walk to the car
Heart skips a beat, cus there u are!

Aint nuin to a G to change his plans
Cus I’ll damned if I waste this chance.

Ur BoDy...

Like every master piece Ur worth increases with each passing day
U appreciate and blossom in every possible way
God must have made u real early in the morning
Took the beauty of the sunrise and magnified it by ten

Melted caramel in skin softer and smoother than a peach and let it harden
The envy of even the most exotic and majestic flowers in the garden
Moistened Ur lips with the morning dew
Made u the definition of the word Beautiful

Ur body’s like fine wine; to be savored with skill
And enjoyed best after a good meal
It’s like a sold out main event and I want a front row seat
Wanna climb on stage with u, share the spotlight, and turn up the heat

When I look at u I feel like Beethoven standing in front of the leanest, meanest, most exquisite grand piano
Fingers stroking the length of u creating instant classics everywhere they go
U’re like a dark street in Monaco, dangerous curves at every turn
I feel like Lewis Hamilton, I want my wheels to burn

U’ve got the face of an angel, the body of a Goddess
I feel like Adonis, exploring Ur wet forest
‘s funny ‘cus I am Adonis
And sweetheart I gotta be honest

Anybody can strum a guitar, but only few can play a tune
Forget around the world in 80 days, in 2 hours I’ll take u to the moon
I see u nodding Ur head saying, yeah ive heard that before
But believe me Mujera, when Adonis takes u down be prepared to beg for more

I talk a big game but I ALWAYS back it up
Spread some whipped cream around that cherry ..and watch me lap it up
Put me to the test, lol, call my bluff
I’ll have u screaming my name soon enuff..x

Role Play

Role-play
Tonight we gawn freak in a different way
I see that cheeky, sexy smile on your face
And I know our heads are in the same place

Been so long and I miss that feeling
This patient’s prescription is sexual healing
Nurse sweetness, woooii you look so buff
Heart stoppingly sexy, feel my temperature taking off

Lets pretend you’re my sexy school girl, everything Grade A
I’m your teacher and you’ve got the biggest crush, but we’re grown so it’s okay
Your body’s ticking all the right boxes, if you’re good I’ll let you pass
But if you’re naughty, best believe I’m gawn be spanking that …!

Want you to be my sexy sexy sexy nun
Wanna be your habit, forgive the pun
All those curves, mama you blessed
After I’m done you’re gonna have a lotta sins to confess

And when your body is consumed by the flames of desire
Here comes your fireman, to put out your fire
Unleash my hose and pump without measure
Cover you with suds, rain down your pleasure

When I ain been spending time, you wanna pull me over for speeding
Slap me in dem handcuffs, give me the correction I be needing
Don’t worry about a baton
Wait till you see what I’m packing

Lock me up, throw away the key
Slip into my cell and take advantage of me
Steaming up the shower, when I let you drop the soap
We’re both on our baddest behavior cus we don’t want parole

I’m Hef and I’ve chosen you
U can strut around my mansion in your bunny suit
Take you to my suite, lets pretend it’s your birthday
Put you on my covers all night all day

So many scenarios, so many ways
With imagination, you’d be amazed
So tell me your fantasies baby, don’t be shy
Your pleasure is my ultimate goal, aint nun I won’t try...x

Second chance

speedin thru traffic wot m i gna sæ this time?
her words echoin in my head ure treadin a thin line...

last chance to redeem myself last chance to show i care/
actions speak louder than words i GOTTA be there...

always put sumthin else b4 her
fallin asleep in front of the tv wn i promisd to cl her...

money can neva replace my luv my time
neglectin my luv cus i culd neva "waste" my time...

my darlin m sorry i said to her as she sobbd n2 the phone
feeln lyk the jerk that i am cus i shuld b there why did i hurt my baby so?...

damn this traffic move man!
if im l8 4 my lil gurls presentation ts on u man!..

she said daddy please come all my friends dads are gna be there
i gave her my word assurd her ill cum n show her i really care...

she probly dusnt believe me but in a lil dark corner of her heart hope struggles to grow
broken down by previous disappointments bt will blossom into luv nurturd by the luv m determined to show...

m a new man n my baby is all i have
wasted so much of my life now all i want is just to be her dad...

30minutes into the program a little girl is standin on tip toe
peering into the crowd wonderin will he show...

lookn at the otha girls wth their dads wonderin wot she did wrong
was she such a bad lil gurl that her own dad hated her 4 so long?...

why does he make her cry
no matter how much she tries...

almost there,im almost there cant wait to see my child
when she sees me cant wait 2 see her smile...

ill pick her up n hold her tight
show her im for real n its gna be alright...

never EVER will she shed another tear
its ok baby daddys here...

thots so preoccupied i dont see the kid chasing his ball into the street
,i swerve off the road barely avoid him but cant avoid a tree...

as the blare of my horn pierces the air
i feel the life draining out of me... blood everywhere...

a lil gurl whispers a prayer to GOD for her dad
,asking him to help him cus she luvs him n he's all she has...

sobbin into her hands in a quiet corner she dusnt hear the sound
of footsteps comin as warm arms lift her off the ground...

DAD!!she exclaims in glee
,huggin me ferociously..

wot happnd to u?!she exclaims;who hurt u?
GOD gave me a second chance,i explain,He saw how much i loved u...

m so grateful for this 2nd chance i promise ill be a betta man
lets go home sweetie take my hand...

beautiful bright eyes shinin up at me with luv my hearts about to burst
sure dad she says but can we get some ice cream first!

LiFE

destiny...purpose
mine..urs

destiny doesnt always equate "meant to be"
failure comes alive becuase ambition and hardwork went to sleep

"when i grow uP"..timeless refrain of kids
"i wanna be thaT"..but ended up being this

how do i turn my dreams into sweet reality
pluck sucess from a tree labelled vanity

some see ObStAcLes some see RoaDBloCks and some see STEPPING STONES
thru the eyes of God i see life in a valley filled with dead bones

sumtymes i feel nuthin is real..everything shrouded in a fog of hypocrisy n insincerity
life is a show and the best liars and pretenders are awarded your admiration for their "integrity"

and Luv ain wot it used to be
Sex and Love are used interchangeably

sex being the currency of love and intimacy and trust
virtues being replaced by trends, truth buckling under conformitys force

men slaves to their dicks
women victims of their own tricks

aimin for the best
but always settling for less

women wanting men,but lovin boys
wanting stability but chasing after flashy cars and shiny toys

wanting truth but loving lies
decieving themselves into compromise

men living a lie just to score
and you wonder why the minit after he hits that hes walking out the dooor

the poor kid growing up to be a rich dad
the rich kid loses all he hadl

acking the desire the drive his dady had
until another poor kid becomes a rich dad

O my Brother..theres so much detachment in your eyes
cant you see the interconnectivity of our lives?

yesterday i stepped on ur empty candy wrapper
we both grew up watching Family Matters

today we laughed at the same program on tv
we both kissed our girlfreinds,both listened to our tha carter cd

such an impersonal desensitized world..even ur own blood is a stranger
blood stains the corner,even broad daylight is a victim of danger

O my brother..theres so much hate in ur eyes
HIS blood stains on the tshirt that I sold to U

we are all connected but together live seperate lives
what gives you the right to take his life

stabbed eight times
black on black tagged "hate crimes"

mindless destruction of a dreama
driveby,she was just thirteen

over "turf"..over "respect"..over "misunderstandings" n "mixups"
killers in powersuits sit in power and preside over us

a common man, uneducated,a beggar..steals a mango n is almost burnt to death
a common man,unducated, a politician..steals more of the "common man"s money and adds it to his already substantial wealth

the rich get richer..and the poor get desperate
killing each other while the rich celebrate

if your hands find something to do,do it with all ur might
n if ur dk finds someone to do, check wiv ur OthEr head whether it has to be tonite

Sucess is my only option,I will not be denied
I will achieve Sucess and my soul will not be sacrificed

hangin on to a dream, a vision through flickering eyes
picking through the debris of mistakes,on my way to a paradise...x