U Never Had...

in the dark...all alone
another tear drips unto ur pillow..


ur broken heart bleeds pain into ur soul..






u wonder if u'll ever find happiness ...in the morning u'll dry ur tears..




and noone will ever know..










u try ur best to be strong..
but the night weakens ur will...


overcome by all the emotions that come rushing back
...u wonder if ull ever heal...


you tell urself...get it together...


you tell yourself....time will make it better...


you tell urself...you'll be okay


you tell urself....i'll find love someday...




but it hurts so bad...


Giving someone ur all...for so long...
only to have them turn around and do you so wrong...


now every smile is a bitter-sweet reminder of how happy he used to make u...


all around u ...restaurants...shops...places...he used to take u...


u shut ur eyes ...in an effort to stop the tears...and the memories


...ur mind tortures u with the last image of him....
she was in his arms...right where u used to be...


u want to hate him..but ur heart wont let u...
even tho ur mind condemns him...ur heart yearns for the love u used to see...














i notice ur puffy eyes...i want to ask...but i know i cant...
all i can do is ask if u slept well...and u alwais tell me "i did"


i notice u staring into the distance...and the sadness on ur face breaks my heart...wishing i could wipe away the tears before they even start behind ur eyelids...


how can i feel so strongly about a stranger?


but u shy away from me ...like a 5min convo means "danger"...




ure not a total stranger..we talk once in a while
u keep to urself...thats pretty much ur style


i'd be grateful to just be your friend...i just wanna be there for u...let me help...my eyes implore u...


ure like a beautiful bird ...with a broken wing...fluttering away everytime i try to come near to help u...i wish u would realize im not here to hurt u....




i adore u...


i think of silly things to say...just so i can see a smile rise on ur face...no matter how brief...


i wanna hold ur hand...and take walks with u...lean on me...i wanna be ur strong oak....ur tree that will never "leaf"


lol ...see what i mean?...


ur mind tells u we're all the same...
but ur heart longs to luv again...


i feel so helpless...cus i know uve been here before...
i know he said similar things...


how do you know im not like the rest..?


what can i do?...what can i say?..


i wish u could see into my heart...and realise ..all i want to do is love u...


this love is enough for the two of us...


cus when im with u...my heart beats to a different rhythmn...


u fill every moment with so much meaning


oh what a fool he was to let u go...


so many things i wish i could let you know










but words cant reach u...u wont even let me come close
feel like theres an insurmountable mountain inbetween me n the 1 i want the most...


and i think to myself....its a battle u cant win...let it be...
but my heart wont let go of u...it keeps whispering destiny...




so i'll stay right here...in ur face...im not going anywhere..
i'll help ur heart heal...and when u need me..i'll be right here...


and when ure ready...i'll give u good for every bad..
i'll pour out my heart into urs...fill u up with the love u never had...


i promise...

Imagine...

Half asleep ..drowsy in ur bed



Desire like a catchy tune ...stuck in ur head


Imagine me...


Imagine u...


Imagine us...






Ur fave scent on my neck as u breathe


My fingers replacing your sleeves






Soft lips pressing softly against urz


Lips open and my tongue starts to play with yours...






My lips against ur earlobe...s funny how breathing in ur ear gently ....makes goosebumps rise on ur thighs...






Fingers travelling across ur skin .....as my lips caress ur neck...ur chin points to the ceiling ..as ur lips part..n u close ur eyes...






Unhooking ur bra...as ur breasts escape into my waiting hands...then I serve them to my lips....






As my lips close around ur nipples..my tongue circles ur areola...lips suck..tongue flicks..and I squeeze gently with my fingertips...






U arch ur back...and ur legs part..and u feel that familiar warm wetness inbetween...






As my tongue teases u..I take ur nipples inbetween my teeth and bite down gently..till pleasure makes u want to...scream...






Use ur imagination baby...






Imagine me....






Imagine u....






Imagine us...






Imagine the warm tip of my tongue on ur navel...travelling across ur pelvis...tracing my name on ur thighs...






Imagine my lips on ur hips...my teeth on ur soft thighs...leaving secrets noone else will see...kissing the inside of ur thighs..






Going higher...










And Higher...






And higher...






My lips lightly brushing against ur labia...






U shiver...






I want to make u wait for it...






Can u get wetter for me baby?...






Imagine me licking the inside of ur thighs...so close to ur lips...but makin u wait for my touch...






Imagine feeling the warm stroke of my tongue...soooo close to where u want ....no..... need ......it the most...got ur body tremblin..cus u want it so much...






U try to sit up..cus u can't take it anymore...that's when u feeel it .............
and ur whole body starts to shake...






Suckin on ur labia lips..lickin all around them and inbetween...tasting ur wetness as my tongue plunges into u...u moan "don't ...stop"...






Fingers rakin ur thighs as I flatten my tongue n lick u slowly..and thoroughly...ure so wet and I'm trying to taste every....single....drop...

Ur body's leaking ...






Cupping ur buttcheeks in my palms as u lift ur waist off the bed...


My elbows on the bed and my tongue buried deep inside u..this...can't....be ..ordinary...head....






Smiling to myself as I tongue-fuck u...is like I can read ur mind...


Ur thighs start to shake..so I know its time...






I turn u over...baby lie on ur belly....


inbetween ur thighs baby..ur pink n glistening...I know ure more than ready....






Sliding inside u...inch by pleasurable inch...my train climbs in ur tunnel..as my warm body covers urs....






Kissing on ur neck as the front of my thighs kiss the back of urs slowly...u feel me thick inside u...so deep u feel me in ur very core...










I'm all the way up...right beside ur soul...


Touching ur heart...whisper how u want it baby...harder?...faster?...slower?..ur pleasurable remote control...






Hands reachin beneath u to cup ur breasts...the other hand gives ur clit sumthn to rub against...moans gettin louder than the music






Goin faster...drilling u...makin ur butt cheeks jiggle..ur fingers grippin the sheets..ur face buried in a pillow...






My thighs outside urs..gently bringing ur legs together...just when u thot I couldn't get bigger inside u..






u turn ur head to kiss me as I thrust steadily inside u..ur eyes close..ur mouths open in a soundless scream as ur body starts to shake...I feel u bussst like thers a trigger inside u...






U whisper my name as ur body trembles ..and I come up to meet u..my body surrending to urs....extasy...






Warm sweat between our bodies ..ur breasts on my chest...I kiss u slowly...as u lie next to me...














Imagine that....

...X

"....theres nuthin sexier ...than when the tongue dips...in between your thighs...that 1st time..n i feel ur whole body shiver....and i hear that 1st moan...."

~ TheChocl8Adonis

candle wax drips slowly down candle stems...


a soulful tune seeps from speakers..



This bed is your throne


...and you lie naked...

crowned inbetween my sheets...




My lips open on the point of your chin..


my kisses travel down your neck...


My tongue finds your earlobe...



Whispered words travel through ur ears and swirl around in your brain..




I love the way u smell...

but more than that i love the way you taste..



your eyes close...and your body relaxes under my touch..



i bite into a strawberry...the juice bursts in my mouth and drips down my chin...


i dip my head ...as u kiss my stained lips...



my fingers in your hair...ur legs wrapped around my waist...

our body's kissing...as our mouths make love...



an ice cube inbetween my lips tracing patterns on ur breasts..

cold lips growing warm...as i suck on ur nipples..


i feel them hard like little bullets ..as your body yields to me...




hands cupping ur ass....squeezing as i bite ur belly..


....u bring out the beast in me...



you dont need any beads around your waist...

let me adorn you with these kisses...



a finger traces the curve of your hip as you lie on ur side..


kissing you from your neck to your ankles...

fingers ...


hands...


slowly travelling up the inside of your calves...


up the inside of your thighs...



parting your legs....


my lips like footsteps on your thighs...


making their way home...




as you feel me getting closer...

u shiver with anticipation...


inbetween ur thighs...

ur lips glisten ....with your body's desire...



as my tongue slides in...
ur whole body trembles with enthusiasm


my lips sucking on ur lips...


as my tongue licks its way into ur centre...

my hands squeezing ur breasts..ur nipples....ur ass....



...all u can do ...is get wetter...


my mouth covers everything...
...as my tongue slides in n out of u...


uve got a body full of orgasms...
...n im gonna bring them out of u...



when my tongue needs a break..it hands you over to the dick..


i fill u up so completely....

im all up in ur body...


stroking you...

till ur clasped fingers let go of the sheets...


ur body shudders with relief...

and u curl up in my arms...



exhausted.....



Ready for sleep...


I whisper into your hair

....as the candle flickers out...


Goodnite baby...x

...............

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These eyes...

These eyes burn with desire...
as they gaze upon you in admiration...


My gaze caressing your body like fingers...
...wandering all over your body like lotion...


I'm not trying to make you shy
...or selfconscious...


U ask me "what?"...and i blink and try and find the words..


"..its just....."




Where do i start from...
How do you describe a masterpiece?
I wish i could show u....wish you could see what i see...




Lovelier than a rose...more breath-taking than sunrise...or.. sunset...
The most beautiful of all creation...
Lying right here...in front of me...



Would you believe my words..?
Even if theyve been used before...
 
When i call you Beautiful...
i mean it so much...that in my mind u own it...
Noone else can use that word anymore..
 
lol...thats how i feel
 
 
Do you understand... the detail... that went into creating you?...
How dare you see yourself as anything less than perfect...
 
You've grown so used to ur features...ure unaware of how beautiful u look to a stranger..
Perfect..not despite of...but because of ...your imperfections...i call u beautiful cus u deserve it...
 
You've got a heartful of love...
..just waiting for the right man..
 
A body that longs to be held...
...just waiting for the right arms..
 
The one who will never make you cry...
 
The one who will make u understand why...
 
Why ur heart never fit with anyone else...
 
The one who makes ur knees tremble...
the one who steals the strength from you with a kiss..
 
The one who treasures you and calls you his queen..
The one who wakes you up every morning to a dream...
 
I want to be that man...
 
I want to be Gods plan ...for you...
 
I want to love you ...with every beat of my heart..
 
 
...and i do..
 
 
When i kiss you...i want you to taste Love ..on ur lips...
as crazy as that sounds..
i want you to feel Loved everytime i touch u..
 
i want your happy place to be lined with thoughts of me...
when i cant be with you..i want you to close ur eyes and find me...
 
i want to whisper "i do" into ur lips..
i want to be the father of your kids...
 
i want to be your lover...your big baby..your teddy bear...your daddy...your champion..your king....
ur best friend..
 
U deserve a better man ...u deserve the best...
 
and i know ..i may not be the best man...but i vow to give you my best...
 
a happy ever after...that starts at the beginning...and continues to the end...
 
You are more beautiful...than these words could ever describe...
 
i hope you realise ...
just how much i love you...
and need you in my Life
 
....when u gaze back into these eyes...
 
...x

Love....

Love....

Is the most powerful thing in this world....

I mean....


God is Love...


Therefore Love is Wonderful...Perfect.....Amazing



....Divine..


I guess the reason why people are so mad at Love these days...
...is because very few understand it...


...you take Lust....Infatuation...or just a simple crush...and define it generally as Love

then when it inevitably doesnt work out...

you blame it on Love...


............But if you silence your bodies.....and let your heart speak..

often times...we make deals with our bodies...and then try and convince our hearts to cosign...

In the old days...our parents had long courtships...

they became friends ...before they became lovers..


how can you love me....when you dont know me...?

u claim to love me...but your love is based on what i can do for u...


True Lovers know the satisfaction that comes from just holding a loved ones hand...

True Lovers know each other so well...they hear words spoken ....even in silence

True Lovers know Love is a Battle...you have to fight to protect and keep your Love..

Aware of the fact that in my most un-lovable moments...is when i need to be Loved the most...



I'm so grateful for family....

My sister and My Mother...and my merciful Saviour keep reminding me of what Love is...

Even when i take it for granted...

..its Love i can depend on...

Love that comforts me...

Love that supports me...

Love that validates me...




We live in a world thats forgetting how to Love...

Everybody wants instant gratification...

What can you do for me?...

i want.....i need...

Even in the name of Love

Forgetting that Love by nature demands Sacrifice...

Giving....

Ur Heart...

Ur Time...

Ur Insecurities....Ur Reservations...

Giving it all up...

Sharing your world with someone else...

Ur wants...ur needs....take a step back as you consider this other persons needs...wants....

How can you Love and be selfish at the same time?




"I Love You"

is more than a statement......


...its a Promise










....i hope these words dont stand in judgement against me...