They sae a broken heart heals with time,but s taking forever...
Rippin more everydae n I'm runnin outta bandaids to hold it together..
Memories fresh like yesterdae..we sed so many things we didn't mean...
U called me asshole I calld u b**ch wn in reality..ure my queen..
Words hangin in the air..each competing to see hu could hurt the other more..
Fallin to the ground s almost like I can see them like broken eggshells on th floor..
I wish...I wish I could go back in time..
Close my eyes and be back at th scene of the crime..
I wouldve reacted differently...chosen my words..
Controlled my temper n soothed urs..assured u of my love..
But it didn't start there..wish I could go back to hello..
I'd be so brand new..give u a 1000kisses for every tear..a yes for every no...
But its too late for all that..ur last words to me still hang in the air like mist..
" I hate u..and to me,from now on..u don't exist"..
It felt like u punched me in the chest and I threw up my heart..
And our moments flashed before my eyes spillin out of my broken heart..
Was I such a monster?...did I really hurt u that bad??...like a veil falls from my eyes..
I wanna sae I love u. I'm sorry. I need u. Anything to stop u from walkin out of my life..
I open my eyes and ure still gone..beggin a dream to be real..
Wondering how long..and if ever ..this broken heart will heal....x
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I hate u..and to me,from now on..u don't exist"..
ReplyDeleteThis hit so close to home.....words said in anger can do so much damage. Great post....love the way you write..keep it coming.