Do u ever listen to music...n theres this song u like...
and in that song theres this part that just does sumthin to u...
...its not even abt the lyrics...just that burst of emotion u feel when that part plays...


thats how i feel when u smile at me..

Strings...

Strings....


Linking ur heart to mine...



Thoughts...


Bringing ur heart to Mine


Dreams..


Defying Time...


It stands still...


As if to watch us..



As one moment drips into another..







Lying in ur arms..


Kissing the words into ur lips



I Love U...


A smile never tasted so sweet..

My heart never felt this complete...


My fingers locked in urs...

Happiness escaping through our pores..








I wanna call down the moon to witness ur beauty...

.. as u lie here in nothing more..but nothing less than ur skin...

u outshine every star....




I wanna entwine my life in yours...

Just like our bodies...

i wanna spend every moment on ur heart..just like ur bra..




Distance melts away as i dream..

Take me out of your thoughts and hold me against ur skin...

Close ur eyes ...feel my fingers running through ur hair...

my face buried in ur neck..whispering against ur skin..




Strings...

pulling ur secrets down ur thighs ..over ur ankles...and off completely..

lips inbetween ur thighs...begging you to feed me...




Steam...

My body melting into urs...becoming complete

Pent-up passion...we're meltin the sheets..




Dreams...

Solace behind my eye-lids..

U always know where to find me...





Strings...

Evading the scissors of Distance...Time's sharp blade..

Nothing but Love to hold these strings in place..



....Strings...

Linking my heart to yours...

Forever Leading me to u...

"i love you"...these words.....when u really mean them..u'll know...cus u wont want to say them...cus in them u'll find ur deepest moment of vulnerability...and ur highest moment of freedom....

....cus most of the time ....when my mind wanders...all its doing is coming back to you....

...It wasnt even about the sex.........i just wanted to be inside ur body....

...Gone

We hardly ever appreciate oxygen till we're deprived of it...
Nothing quite quenches ur thirst like water..


Why is it that the things we need the most
are the things we take for granted...?


forgetting how bad we wished for something
...as soon as its granted..




My mind is troubled...My heart is heavy..
didnt realise how full my hands were..until they were empty...


a wise man once said...
The best way to love something..is to realise that one day it might be lost..


everytime i kissed u it would have been like it was the last time...


everytime i hugged u i would have held on to u like i never wanted to let go..till u laughed and kissed me and extracted urself from my bear hug..


i wanna move on..


but its the hardest thing to do...


i didnt say goodbye...i just walked away...


u think its because i hate u...not knowing that these words i couldnt say..


.. becuase i love u too much to...i cant imagine a life without ur love in it...a world not constantly illuminated by the beauty of ur smile...


coming home to a bed without u in it...


i close my eyes...




cus i cant let these tears fall...


cus i feel like if they start..they'll never stop...n i'll drown in them...


i close my eyes...


and i see our love beautiful and strong...deep and sincere...


i see u standing in front of me..eyes and heart overflowing with love...ure so beautiful...


....then i wake up... and reach for ur arms.. that arent there...


how did i let u get away...?


i always thought u'd be here...i had so many chances...
i know i did u wrong...u forgave me on so many instances...


now ure with someone else...making him happy...loving him with all ur heart
...and mine...


its always been urs..and it always will...
all i can do is sit here and miss u ..and hope that one day sadness will fly away..on the wings of time








i still love u....x

I Know what U Like...

U made me want u...
U made me need u..

U taught me what u knew..
n i discovered the rest..
Everynite i discovered a new way to please u...

I know what u like...

when i come up behind u..lift ur hair and kiss ur neck...wrap my arms around ur waist...

When i take those kisses from u..body pressed up against urs..as both hands cup ur face...

when i slide my hands under ur clothes...and u feel my skin against urs..
when i put my face in ur neck and breathe in the perfume mixed with the desire seeping out of ur pores...


...i know what u like...

how i lick ur lower lip right before i suck on it..

the way i squeeze ur butt when we kiss..
 
how i pick u up and put u on the table
and pull u close to me as i stand inbetween ur knees....

the way i whisper cheeky shit in ur ear...and then kiss the corner of ur smile...
when i call u my baby...n im ur champion luvah..others give u an inch...with me u take a mile...
 
 
the way i kiss every inch of exposed skin as i undress u...

i dont miss a spot...i make every part of ur body feel special...
 
 

i know...what....u ...like...

just the amount of licks to ur areola.... to get u to the point.. where u feel like u would melt ..if the warmth of my tongue would just..be so kind as to extend to ur nipple...

and when i start to suck on ur nipples...ur whole body starts to shake and u feel my tongue like its inside ur mind...

U know...i know...what u like...



all the time my tongue is on ur belly...tracing my name on ur skin...
kissin along ur waistline...ur kitty waters with anticipation..

as i kiss ur inner thigh...my tongue frenchkissin inbetween ur thighs till it gets to its destination...

my tongue inbetween ur thighs....

lickin its way to ur centre

licking u slow...suckin on ur labia..

bite ur lip and close ur eyes....

grab my head...pull me on deeper...

till i got u moanin my name...shakin...like ure sweatin out a fever..

i .....know....what...u ...like..

my finger slowly sliding inside u...strokin u as my tongue licks the hood off ur clit...

suckin on it...with a mouthful of spit....



i know what u like...

n when ur body starts shakin...thats when i slide inside u..this dick all up in ur belly...

thrustin deep and strong in u...as u feel the orgasm of ur life moving from ur mind...throbbin in ur lips...makin u want to bite my soft lips caressin urs....u feel it coursing thru ur breasts...ur nipples are as hard as u can stand..tingling n hurting a little with pleasure...ur body feels full and ripe...ure about to overflow..as this dick slams into u...u feel the heat in ur belly as the waves of pleasure crash against u and u feel pleasure dripping inbetween ur thighs and down ur leg....u shudder...ur body shaking...ur nails diggin into my back...eyes tightly shut...holding me like if u didnt u would be swept away by the orgasmic waves of pleasure u feel coursin thru ur body...


...ur mouth open in a soundless scream....



smiling into ur lips...


thats right baby...

no one can do u like me...




..i know what u like...

..x

These Walls...

These walls...

They know our secrets..
watchin me slide ur panties down ur thighs..

They muffle ur moans...ur voice when  u start to scream..
as pleasure rocks ur body...my thighs inbetween ur thighs..

These walls...

Silent spectators...
They shut everything else out..
they contain everything we let out...
and as u wrap ur legs around me..i pick u up and they help me out..


These .......walls...

That im thrustin in..
stroke after stroke...pleasure builds inbetween ur thighs
and i feel them tremblin...
u hold me tighter to steady ur body...cus its shakin...tell me what an orgasm looks like...

mouth open...eyes tightly shut...tell me what u see behind ur eyelids...

These ........walls..

lol...ur walls...

hold on to me like they never 1na let go...
let me in ...and lock me up...

..and i never 1na leave..
my hearts found a home in ur love..


...x

Just a lil sumthin i think u should know...

U constantly sell urself short...
Believing u should take whatever u get..

Thats why ur memories make ur heart hurt
God should own ur heart, but instead ure lettin men pay rent

Buying the lies they tell u to enslave u
Paid with the broken pieces of ur heart..
ure like a star trapped in glass..

Beautiful goddess...
in His image He made u..
but they treat u like ure nothing more than a piece of ass...

People only treat u how u let them...
ur heart and soul are ur compass stop relying on ur vagina for direction

I look at u and see the crowning glory of creation
who defines perfection??...

uve grown so used to ur features u dont realise how beautiful u look to a stranger
u look in the mirror and see what u choose to see...

if only you could see yourself through my eyes
u wouldnt look away when i tell u how beautiful you are to me...


You were born for a purpose...
The Almighty took the time to create u...

so why feel worthless...why waste ur tears?
just because a mere man refuses to date u?

Lissen to me darling...

Rejection is not someone wanting u out of their life....
Rejection is someone God wanted out of your future...

So much potential...So much Promise..
the very imperfections u hate..are the things that make u perfect..

Dont give ur lips to someone who wont give u their ears...
if it seems like he dusnt even listen to u when u speak...how can he hear the other things ure too afraid to say...?

Dont give ur body to someone who doesnt want your heart...
cus after he has taken..he'll be gone...n if u throw urself at him...and you fall in love...he wont catch u...unrequited love is a bitch....and u dont deserve to feel that way..

The Right man will never break ur heart..
and if he makes u cry..he'll be right there beside u to wipe them away...

dont know what else to say to u my dear...

One man broke ur heart ...
Every man doesnt have to pay for his mistake

Cus one day one man will come along..who wont just want to repair ur broken heart..he'll replace it with his...and he'll love u more with every breath that you take..

but first u need to love urself...not the vain selfish kind of love..cus that makes a person so ugly...
but the kind of love that reassures u that u deserve love and everything good this world and the next has to offer...

the kinda love that helps you smile in the face of rejection...that gives you the courage to walk away when insecurities tell u to settle for something ur heart tells u u dont deserve..
true love doesnt make you suffer...


..and sweetheart dont call Lust..."Love" and expect it to act like it..
Lust is a match struck..it burns quickly and brilliantly and is gone almost as quickly as it appears..

Love is a smouldering coal...if fanned it can burst into the flame of passion and even if u dont do anything..its hard to put out..deep down its alwais there...


...and it doesnt matter what ure going through...the fact that ure "going through" it means its not ur destination..the night is darkest right before the dawn..

ur tears are the rain...they help u grow...and as the clouds of sadness,doubt, and insecurity pass...u will have a reason to smile again as ur face lights up with the brilliance of the rising sun


Somebody Loves u

...x