wishing tomorrow was a yesterday...

i know he might be tellin u some of the things i told u....

his arms were warmth for u...when mine couldnt hold u...

you think i dont care about you...

i know i do..but i'm too chicken to show it...

i didnt want to commit...what i thot was strength..was actually weakness...

i didnt realize back then...but now i know it...

i put u thru a lot....i was a lot to handle...

a list of my fuckupz would be more than a mouthful....

but...

the same lips that cussed u out...

were the same lips that kissed u...

"im sorry"..."no ...im sorry"

..."i love u"..."i missed u"...

i would make love to u...till u forgot u were mad...

i"d fuck u so good....i'd have u apologisin to me...

remember how good it used to feel?...

he might take u out to dinner...send flowers to ur office...

but remember when ud sit between my legs in the tub..and id sing to u as i washed ur hair.....

id cook u dinner...it wasnt the greatest...but u loved it...

at night i was ur sexual gladiator...and ur chocl8 teddy bear....

i know now u call him "baby"...that used to be me...

u probably smile up into his eyes...damn....that used to be me....

i shouldve been loving you...


i had my chance...but i blew it...

and  now im here...

....wishing tomorrow was a yesterday...