Ghosts in the machine

Ghosts in the Machine..

Phantoms of your love ..no more



ur fave programs i still watch them...

that spot we did it on the floor...


feeling like such a loser..

i tell myself SNAP OUT OF IT

constantly taken back to the night u said goodbye

as ur tears and mine mingled at ur feet..


Holding on to u..

my head on ur tummy my arms around ur waist...


Damn..

i close my eyes and i can smell u...feel..taste...

It was the hardest thing

to watch u leave...


my soul was vexed..

my heart was grieved...


Who do i blame?

is it destiny...

the same one i thanked

for bringing u to me?


"okay we wont have babys then"..i said in desperation..

but u didnt want to deny me the joy of holding a little me in my arms..

u wanted me to be happy..and u made the difficult decision..

too many S's in ur genotype..one in mine made it a danger for our babys..

six years of our lives...i promised u forever..

i pictured u and me many years from now ..growing old and gray together..

how can i love anyone else...all my heart knows is u...

why did we leave it so long ...that doesnt even matter..how can i let the doctors verdict given as "advise" lie inbetween me and u..


why us...why test our love this way?..

i try not to blink..no..these tears wont fall today...

but they do..and i cry like a little baby...

hating myself for it..hating everything..

but then a verse comes into my mind...

and it stays there till it gets my attention..

and i feel a peace start to spread

in every dimension

mind...body...soul...heart...

and i feel His love comforting me..


and i know...

it is well with Me.

Instruments..

Ur Lips....










Ur hands....






Use em both.....






Kiss Me....Make me groaan ur name...








Hold me in ur hands.....Raise me to ur Lips...








Caress the goose-bumps from my skin...




Run ur Fingers across my abs....Rub them up my thighs......cup my butt and pull me closer...












My Turn....






My Lips...








My Hands....






I'll Use em both....








On ur Neck...






Ur breasts...




Feel my Tongue conducting Sensations on ur thighs...






Feel my Mouth...my Tongue ....my Lips....Feel every note i form with my Tongue on ur cl...




Running through the Keys...How High can u go?




Lemme hear that falsetto baby....


in tune with the rhythmn..the front of my thighs kissing the back of urs...




My Fingers and Lips caressing sensations out of ur body...




Feel me in ur very core...till extasy resonates out of ur body..and the crescendo of pleasure explodes out of our bodies into the very room...


And as u lie in my arms...i stroke you to sleep as the beat of my heart summons ur dreams...as u lie in the middle of one ..placed in real life by God Himself..






Sweet dreams my darling...




In the morning comes an Encore...x