Hurt people...hurt people..

She had so much potential..

She still does..

But all she sees in herself are the lies he told..

She wishes she could go back to the start..before she became this cold..

She was young...tender heart learning how to love..

He was her first..and she didnt know how to hold back..

She thought it would last forever..he promised her it would..he said those 3 words..

So she gave him everything..she made him the centre of her world..

But right before happily ever after..things changed..

Love started to hurt..

She wished he could see into her heart ..pull her in his arms and kiss away her fears.

but instead he pushed her away ..broke her down with his words..turned his back on her tears..

Eventually she moved on..

She had to let him go...

but somethings gone inside her..and she fears she'll never get it back

i see it in her eyes ..but she denys it everytime i ask..

she thinks she's forever under his spell and he'll never let her go

but shes the one holding on..

afraid to let go of the memories..incase she never gets to feel that way again..

and even though the memories hurt..sometimes she shudders..cus she finds herself enjoying the pain

Im no saint ...im bad baby ...real bad..

ive made mistakes..lost out on love a time or two..

but i felt something come alive deep within me..the moment our eyes met..

u felt it too...cus neither of us could look away..around my heart..u made the ice melt...

its funny that ive never met ur ex, but i want to punch his teeth down his throat..

cus someone else is probably feeling the same way about me..

Good intentions never win..i never meant to hurt anyone..i just couldnt give them what was missing

could understand why they were so eager to give me their hearts, knowing how clumsy i was..i didnt mean to break any of them i protest...but karma wont listen..

It pisses me off, when i tell u ure beautiful...and u look away like im lying..

i wonder how u cant see what i see..

and even though my kisses make ur knees weak..theyre not enough..even my hugs arent warm enough to melt ur heart...

i try to be patient and understanding...but i hate how u make me feel..u dont even miss me when we're apart..

I know how this is going to end..but my heart tells me shes the truth..

but thats where hope lies..

i want to heal ur heart..and if its broken beyond repair..ill give u mine..

but im tired of reaching out to u..and meeting a brick wall all the time..

i know ure hurting..pent up anger and frustration ure afraid one day will consume u

i wish u gave me a chance to help u make new memories...

cus i Love u enough to just be your friend and nothing else..but ud rather hold unto the pain...

cant blame u..but its a choice u see...u can only push someone away before one day u realise that theyre gone..

this note is my goodbye...and ull never see me again

i feel my heart breaking in my chest..and i left the pieces on the floor for u...cus it will always be yours...it hurts so much to walk away..

this is my punishment..and ill take it like a man..i will always love u ...and i hope u find happiness someday...

Goodbye my darling..x