falling

Text in the morning

text at night..

ain even on some simp sht

just checkin my babys alright

 but i dont tell u about the inbetweens

the time i spend trying not to think about u

scared to trust it

but wondering how id been living without u..

never been comfortable in love

cus im not allowed to let too much of these feelings show..

i try to act like i dont care as much

but when u look in my eyes i can tell these feelings show...

I feel like the moment i give in

Loves gonna make me pay..

thats why i shrug off compliments

and dont respond to some of the things u say...

but i dont want to lose ur love 

cus im too scared to trust it

i built a house with love...

i was too honest..naively i rushed it..

and that house came tumbling down, and i feel like my heart was buried alive underneath the rubble when i lost it..

but i dont want to keep going around in circles...

searching for the future in my past...

ill throw myself off this cliff

and enjoy the fall while it lasts...x