Xiana's bed..

I watch them come in...both a little tipsy...

his lower lip inbetween her teeth as things start to get steamy...


They leave each others clothes around the room locked in the embrace of love..

and i hold their trembling bodies as i turn my gaze to the ceiling above...


He tells her all the things he knows she wants to hear...

I know shes terrified of losing him..and secretly fears that one day she'll wake up and he wont be there...



One day her fears come true...

its me, dont worry baby..its not u..


The first night is the worst ...she woke the sun with her sobs...

I cuddled her ...we nearly drowned in her tears...her heart robbed of its love..


She tried to get others to replace u..it was never the same..

And some times in her sleep..her lips whispered your name...


they could never match up to the memory of u..they left as almost as soon as they came...

and when they left...my pillows collected her tears..i felt her pain...i shared her shame...


Wishing..i could be the one for her...wishing i was more...

longing to take the pain of her broken heart away..just so she wouldnt cry anymore





U dont know how lucky u are...


All i ask...


Please dont break her heart..Realise u mean as much to her...as she means to me...

Come back to her..make her happy again..let love heal her broken heart and set her free..


i just want to see her happy..but if u dont want to...

we'll get through this and one day she'll forget she even had u..



But...

she still loves u...

and i guess that matters more than anything else ive said..

So if you can find some love in ur heart for her...please come back...

till then...


Yours Sincerely,

Xiana's bed.