u got a new man now...

i'm happy for you...
and i wish u the best...






i really do...

and before i close this chapter
there are a few things i need to get off my chest










im constantly reflecting
weighing my intentions
trying my hardest not to be spiteful..








i admit i messed up
cus if i was doing everything i shouldve
that would be me..instead of him...lying beside u..












i hate to think about this
id rather just push it out of my mind
and move on...




but im constantly reminded
ure still on my facebook...on my twitter...bbm..still in my life
and i cant find it in me to break away..severe a bond that was once so strong..










So he cooks u dinner
makes u feel special
treats u in every way u think u deserve










i never cooked for u..never got the chance to
we never got a chance to see what couldve been
but in ur heart still smoulders a flame for me that only love couldve preserved












U waited for so long..
holding on to the memory of me
and believing in the promise of years to come














The distance between us couldnt keep u away from me
but in the end it was my unwillingness to open up to u...scar(r)ed to trust..i pushed u away into anothers arms












fuck him tho...










He kisses u with his lips
I kissed u with my soul..




he holds ur hand..
those same hands that held my heart






they still do...












u wore me down
i couldnt resist u
i knew u were the one
the moment i kissed u














when i held u in my arms my heart whispered "forever"
when u put ur head in my lap and looked up into my eyes...and my eyes gazed back as my fingers stroked ur face...i thought u could see right through me as love poured out of me..






and i was always the first to look away










if only u knew that wasnt becuase i didnt love u..
it was becuase i loved u too much and i didnt want you to see how weak u make me feel inside..












i built these walls to protect myself
and u took them down ..brick by brick..






i surrendered to u..






But u never knew it






and u wrote me off..
as I was writing u into my future..








i cant blame you though
it was foolish of me to assume you knew the thoughts that i often tried to deny myself..






all u wanted to know was that u werent waiting for me in vain..










i want to hate him...i want to fight him




he gets to cuddle u.................kiss u....hold u...



n i think of how bad i wanted u to just lie on my chest and make me feel like u were my baby...






how bad i wanted to kiss ur smile..






it wasnt even about the sex...i just wanted to be inside ur body...






but i guess its all water under the bridge now








i hope he's everything i could have...would have....should have been..














my heart is yours..if uve got somewhere to keep it...u still are..and always will..be my queen


















...x

Minute Man..

months...




weeks...




days....








Anticipation is a muthaf..


Distance held us apart for so long...


on the phone i tried to tell u how bad i missed u...


those nights when i screamed in my pillow..frustrated..longing for u..


u dont understand


or maybe u do...


but..






right now...


right here...


nothing between us but these clothes...




i wanna be gentle...
but i cant help but push u against the wall
.....as my lips joyfully reunite with urs..




Body Aching....for u...






Im kissing ur lips....
but i want to go past them and touch ur heart...


i close my eyes tightly cus i dont want to feel anything but ur lips against mine


my hands running all over ur body...


i want to take my time...i want to do u right...
make love to u like we've got an eternity..and not just one night


but as ur lips find mine again..i lose my mind..


i pick u up and put u on the table...my hands palming and squeezin ur behind


kissing ....almost like a frenzy...


body's full...longing to be emptied...




my hand on ur neck as i nibble and suck on ur lower lip..


my hands on ur breasts as my tongue flicks against ur nipples..


ur hands in my shirt...on my chest...my lips on ur neck...my tongue in ur ear...


ur panties around ur ankles...ur skirt up around ur waist...




as i bend u over the table..i can see ur lips inbetween ur thighs...wet and glistening...


its more than i can take..


ripping the rest of my clothes off...
..i put my hands on ur waist and pull u gently unto me
..as i stand hard and ready behind u...




wave ....after wave.... after wave ...of pleasure coursing thru my body...


i feel ur wetness surround me..pullin me in deeper...


and every inch of me ...i mean every inch of me...wants to spill my warm seed all over ur ovaries...




BUT....*thrust*... I ....*thrust*.....DONT...*thrust*..... WANT..*thrust*.... TO...*thrust*.. BE..*thrust*.. A ..*thrust*....MINUTE..*gasp*. ..MAN...


pleasure threatens to overwhelm me


ure hands are on the table...


now 1 of them is on the back of ur thigh....


now one of them is on mine..holding it as i stroke ur clit...


now its on ur breasts...


kissing ur shoulder blades...i feel my eyes rolling into the back of my head...




i cant..




i must...


i dont want to ...but i cant hold on much longer..


ure moaning "faster"...


as my hips pump behind urs...


ure biting ur fist...


i feel an orgasm moving through my body...


and i grab ur hips and piledrive u with the kinda speed that would put ur rabbit to shame..


as ur breasts jiggle and ur body starts to shake ...i hear u call my name


i cant hold it anymore...


my teeth close around ur skin...


i groan and shudder....as an orgasm thunders through my body


moments later as u lie in my arms..


mentally kicking myself for being so selfish...


i should have let u finish..


i feel u looking at me...and when i finally look down into ur beautiful eyes..


expecting disappointment...im suprised by what i see


in ur eyes i see affection...




in ur eyes i see satisfaction...


in ur eyes i see contentment




in ur eyes i see love..




u snuggle against me ..as ur fingers caress my chest...




i kiss ur hand...then i kiss ur lips...


a few more kisses later..my tongue is licking inbetween ur hips...

turned on by ur moans...i feel myself "rising to the occasion"


round 2


....3...

and maybe 4...

is how i show my appreciation


...x

Nuthin but ur Heels on..

red lipstick on ur lips..

nuthing in ur hair but my fingers...

candle light illuminating ur body..


candle light flickering on ur skin...


necklace on ur chest...

right beside my chin as i run the tip of my tongue along the underside of ur breasts


ur nubile body aching for my touch..


walk over to the table and bend over it...


spread ur legs wide..close ur eyes....and anticipate..



get ready to feel...


Feel the tip of my tongue running up the back of ur calves...behind ur knee and up ur thigh


teeth nippin a butt cheek..

tongue dipping inbetween ur thighs...


1 leg over my shoulder..put ur fingers in my hair ...

while the other trembles right beside my ear...


feel me filling u..rubbing all ur sweetspots..filling u up with no space to move

imagine pleasure flowing through ur body....filling u with hotchoclate
..inbetween ur thighs sweet and smooth..


lol...

Nuthin on but the music...

Heels discarded on the floor...

our bodies entertwined as we lie on the floor...

now u lie beneath me..the floorboards hold u against me..right there as i pound against that spot...sendin waves of pleasure into ur body..


ur legs quivering..body shaking in extasy..fingers digging into my back..as u cum...

Wrote this for a friend..for his girlfriend for valentines

we've been together for a year now..
ive done a lot of growing up and a lot of things are becoming clear now..

Sometimes its hard for a man to say how he really feels..
and the right words to say..
But a love like ours demands the truth...and i wouldnt have it any other way...

i want you to know..

that ure so beautiful...that i get goosebumps just looking at u...
u give me more happiness than i think i deserve to feel

and uve got the kind of smile that turns grown men into fools..
ur touch would melt even a man of steel..


my heart beats in ur chest..i gave it to u...and i dont want it back
but baby ...lately...things havent been the same..our fire has lost its spark..


i dont want to lose u...

Love is a 2way street...i am who i am...and theres a lot i could be..just give me time..
if u love me too...let ur heart defend me...when ur mind accuses me..

we could be with anyone else in the world..but fate brought us together for a reason..its just been a year..im not done loving u..its us against the world baby..just u n me..

its hard for a man to express himself...so when i speak...please listen...
if theres anything i dont get..take my hand n show me whats missin

give me ur secrets...ill lock them in my heart
show me ur fears... and hide behind me..

if u need someone to talk to..a hand to wipe ur tears
or u need someone to give u a smile..come and find me

im just a man...but with the ur love beneath my wings..i could soar the sky..
im just a man..im not perfect...but i love u ..n to make u happy?.,..theres nuthin i wouldnt be willing to try

dont ever doubt how i feel about u..

i love u...


happy valentines day

...x

Making Love to u in my mind..

Everyones asleep..

but we're still up talking...

the bottle of wine is almost empty...

my eyes lingering on ur lips...with every word ...u tempt me...


My mind loses track of the topics we discuss...

My body starts to yearn for u...blood flowing inbetween my thighs ...filling up with lust..


Ur hand falls to my thigh...my face remains as stone as my eyes engage urs..


u dont know what ure doin to me...


i wanna pay attention to what ure sayin...but ure so sexy...i cant help it

..if my lips touched urs..passion would explode in this room...and we would melt it...


i wanna lean over..breathe the air right infront of ur nose..right before my warm mouth opens on urs...
i wanna taste every word uve been saying to me..

pick u up...and press u against the wall....my hands shedding clothes in search for skin...

i want u to to bite ur lips and gaze at the ceiling with closed eyes....
as i kiss from ur neck...just below ur jaw....over ur nipples...ur belly button...moan into ur fist as i slide my tongue inbetween those thighs...

...ur legs apart..as i kneel inbetween them..my tongue sliding into ur lips...trying to touch ur navel....from inside
my hands cupping and squeezing ur bum...hands and fingernails raking down the inside of ur thighs...

ur hair so beautifully arranged...every strand neatly in place...
i wanna see it in a mess...all in ur face..

as ure bent over the couch..one knee on a cushion..the other on the ground...
ur own moistness dripping down ur thigh..ur whole body shaking as i pound..

listening to the soft dulcet tones of ur voice...i wanna hear it right beside my ear..whispering my name as i fill u..
ur legs wrapped around my waist..as i grind u against the wall..my thighs pumping inbetween urs..pleasures threatening to kill u..

and after u cum...i wanna lay u down by the fireplace..the sweat still glistening on our bodies...
as u hold my head in place inbetween ur thighs..

licking u till u climax...tongue lapping ur clit till ur legs wont stop shaking...
.......................lost in my thoughts...i dont realize...

uve stopped speaking...and now ur eyes gaze at me with such intensity..
that i would blush...if not for the thug in me...

"penny for your thoughts?"........u ask.... as u place ur hand on my thigh again........any misgivings i had before..the mischievious sparkle in ur eyes make disappear..

i drain my glass.....(cus im gonna need it)..i set it down slowly...my smile matching urs...
i move closer to u.......and i whisper in ur ear...


"i can show u...better than i can tell u"

Do u ever listen to music...n theres this song u like...
and in that song theres this part that just does sumthin to u...
...its not even abt the lyrics...just that burst of emotion u feel when that part plays...


thats how i feel when u smile at me..

Strings...

Strings....


Linking ur heart to mine...



Thoughts...


Bringing ur heart to Mine


Dreams..


Defying Time...


It stands still...


As if to watch us..



As one moment drips into another..







Lying in ur arms..


Kissing the words into ur lips



I Love U...


A smile never tasted so sweet..

My heart never felt this complete...


My fingers locked in urs...

Happiness escaping through our pores..








I wanna call down the moon to witness ur beauty...

.. as u lie here in nothing more..but nothing less than ur skin...

u outshine every star....




I wanna entwine my life in yours...

Just like our bodies...

i wanna spend every moment on ur heart..just like ur bra..




Distance melts away as i dream..

Take me out of your thoughts and hold me against ur skin...

Close ur eyes ...feel my fingers running through ur hair...

my face buried in ur neck..whispering against ur skin..




Strings...

pulling ur secrets down ur thighs ..over ur ankles...and off completely..

lips inbetween ur thighs...begging you to feed me...




Steam...

My body melting into urs...becoming complete

Pent-up passion...we're meltin the sheets..




Dreams...

Solace behind my eye-lids..

U always know where to find me...





Strings...

Evading the scissors of Distance...Time's sharp blade..

Nothing but Love to hold these strings in place..



....Strings...

Linking my heart to yours...

Forever Leading me to u...