Nowadays...too many words have lost their meaning...cus too many people say things they dont mean..

Im not the type to express feelings...i usually supress them...



Im not the type to run from intimate moments ...i usually suggest them...






Dont know what it is about u..






I remember the first time we met..


Across a crowded dancefloor..my eyes locked on u...and wouldnt let go..


Something about the way u look at me..like u can see into my very soul...lets me know u could touch my heart and nah' let go..










U could be the one...










Im not used to butterflies...


I hate how weak my knees become when i kiss u..


And i hate the fact that ..ure barely out the door yet..but i already miss u..






Im in like with u...






Uve been hurt before..and so have i...ur hearts been broken in the same place as mine...(Trust)


And even though uve probably heard these words before..i wanna use them like its the 1st time






See a lotta people say a lotta things they dont mean..thats why a lotta words have lost their meaning...


I feel something for u..which lets me know that u could melt my heart and cause those 3 words to melt from my lips..and u wont doubt them..cus my actions would already hv shown u their meaning..










I would use those words like theyve never been used before..


I'll love u till ure satisfied...then ill love u a little more...


















Im as scared as u are...i just try not to let it show..


I dont even know if ill send this..if itll ever get to u..and if ull ever know..










Love is a scary thing..putting ur heart in someone elses hands..knowing theres a chance theyll break it..


But as the saying goes...a chance is like a picture..ull never know how itll turn out ..until u take it...


..x

Set the stage..we both shower...a glass of wine in ur hand...ur body wrapped up in a fluffy bathrobe..music softly playin...streetlights shining in thru cracks in the drapes illuminating the room..







Conversation flowing ....between our lips...between our eyes...and between our bodies..everytime u smile..i wanna taste it...










Candlelight to set the scene flickering flames dramatizing ur curves...shadows playing peek-a-boo with ur body..










I ask u to lie on ur belly...as i take the bathrobe off..drippin oil on ur back as my fingers start to massage from ur lower bk up to ur shoulder blades..










Straddling u..so u can feel the bulge in my pants against ur bum..bending over u gently biting ur earlobe and whispering in ur ear...






Ure so Beautiful...






Kissing the back of ur neck...ur shoulders...tongue dipping in the hollow of ur back...gently biting a buttcheek..makin u giggle






Kissing the back of ur thighs...tickling the back of ur knees with my tongue..lol..making u squirm n wiggle..






Lol..






Turning u over...my lips thirsting for urs..my mouth find urs in the darkness and as our body's press against each other and u moan into my lips i swear i can taste the essence of ur very soul..










Kissin u as if this moment was all i had in the world...as if this was more than i ever hoped for..










My tongue soft and flat..caressing urs..my fingers cuppin ur face...now theyre in ur hair...now theyre on the back of ur neck..slightly parted lips barely brushing against urs..






Teasing u with my tongue..


Kissin ur upper lips like i would kiss ur lower lips..i tell u 1st so u know wat im finna do to u..






Making ur lips hurt in the most pleasurable way..cus they miss mine






Desire threatening to overwhelm me as my hands travel all over ur body..cupping ur breasts as my tongue mks warm wet circles around ur nipples..










Taking them inbetween my teeth gently ..increasing pressure as i flick with my tongue...






Adorning ur body with kisses..my tongue in ur navel...a preview of the damage it could cause inbetween ur thighs...










Coming up to give ur lips some attention..taking ur lower lip inbetween my teeth..sucking on it slow ..as u drip inbetween ur thighs..














Go on n make a mess baby...Im coming down to lick it up...














Close ur eyes..get comfortable..i put a pillow underneath ur bum...i get comfortable myself..cus im gna be down here till i make u cum..






Kissin up ur inner thighs..rubbin my lips on u..over ur panties...


As my fingers slide up... against ur hips..and down... taking ur panties along wth them






Starting light and slow...butterfly kisses as my lips brush against u lightly..


..Suckin on ur lips....running my tongue all over u..in and out...






Licking up ur wetness...up and down...flattening my tongue and lickin u like im tryna wear out an ice cream cone..






Dipping my tongue inside u..fingers raking down ur thighs..blood rushing inbetween ur thighs..making u more sensitive..and more vulnerable to my tongue






Sliding my hands underneath u..cupping ur buttcheeks..i lift that ass off the bed and pedestal the kitty while i eat..






Stabbing u with my tongue..sending shockwaves of pleasure into ur body..till u drip all over urself...


Still i lick it up..licking ur thighs..as i slide the tip of 2 fingers inside u


Twistin them as my tongue finds ur clit..licking u side to side....swirling..tracing my name on it...






I place my palm on ur lower belly and gently push my hand back..liftin up the hood of ur clt as i lick it..






More pleasure than u can stand..my tongue doesnt need any batteries..lemme teach ur rabbit a thing or two..










At first u cant take it...u try to run from it...but as i suck on it... u wrap ur legs around me..and u press my head against u..moaning "right there"






As ur body starts to shake and ur thighs..buttcheeks and toes clench up..i lick faster..till ur body's shuddering in the wake of an orgasm






But im not done..










ur beautiful dark silky hair....once so beautifully arranged...every strand neatly in place...


is now a sexy wild mess...all in ur face..






as ure bent over the couch..one knee on a cushion..the other on the ground...


ur own moistness dripping down ur thigh..ur whole body shaking as i slide eight inches inside u...ur walls sucking me in..ur legs trembling as i pound..






Picking u up...putting u against the wall...ur lips beside my ear..whispering my name as i fill u up..


ur legs wrapped around my waist..as i grind u against the wall..my thighs pumping inbetween urs..pleasures threatening to kill u..






and after u cum...i wanna lay u down by the bed..the sweat still glistening on our bodies...


as u hold my head in place inbetween ur thighs..






I'll eat that pussy till u fall asleep ...x

I always find u in a glass of wine..

Alone...playing Hide n seek with my thoughts


I try to drown the thought of u in another glass

it seems even sleep doesnt want me..i lie awake and watch time pass


the thought of u wont let go of me....

Memories of how things used to be..

i type ur number...i still know it by heart...

i wonder what ill say...how to even start


if i say "i miss u"..will u understand how much?

if it were possible ..my lips would be silent and my body would tell u how much it longed for ur touch...

my heart would seize the phone and ask u if u would ever take it back...?

my arms would chip in ..and tell u how empty they are now that u no longer fill them..remember how we used to hug and cuddle?..and dont ur fingers miss my back?

my bed would tell u noone comes close...my life would tell u its not been the same since u left...
my house would tell u, ur presence made it "home"

but all i have are words...words that have been uttered before through lying lips...mine, others...i wish i never used these words before so i could use them now..with all the meaning they deserve...


and as i dial ur number for the umpteenth time...

my heart skips a beat as i hear ur voice, i take a deep breath and say "Hi"...

So many things to say..my mind says "she wont believe u"..
but my heart says "u gotta try"


...x

Draw the blinds...dim the lights

im gna take my time...im gna do u right


nuthin on except the music..

our clothes didnt even stand a chance...


our bodys intertwined...


my legs inbetween urs...


extasy coursing through our bodys

pleasure seeping through our pores..

ur eyes tightly shut...u moan my name into my lips


"Adonissss.."

As our bodys orgasm..

Our Souls meet in a kiss

As ur body lies in sleep my arms wrapped tightly around u

my heart beats against urs ..seemingly saying "i'll never leave u i promise"

...x

Ghosts in the machine

Ghosts in the Machine..

Phantoms of your love ..no more



ur fave programs i still watch them...

that spot we did it on the floor...


feeling like such a loser..

i tell myself SNAP OUT OF IT

constantly taken back to the night u said goodbye

as ur tears and mine mingled at ur feet..


Holding on to u..

my head on ur tummy my arms around ur waist...


Damn..

i close my eyes and i can smell u...feel..taste...

It was the hardest thing

to watch u leave...


my soul was vexed..

my heart was grieved...


Who do i blame?

is it destiny...

the same one i thanked

for bringing u to me?


"okay we wont have babys then"..i said in desperation..

but u didnt want to deny me the joy of holding a little me in my arms..

u wanted me to be happy..and u made the difficult decision..

too many S's in ur genotype..one in mine made it a danger for our babys..

six years of our lives...i promised u forever..

i pictured u and me many years from now ..growing old and gray together..

how can i love anyone else...all my heart knows is u...

why did we leave it so long ...that doesnt even matter..how can i let the doctors verdict given as "advise" lie inbetween me and u..


why us...why test our love this way?..

i try not to blink..no..these tears wont fall today...

but they do..and i cry like a little baby...

hating myself for it..hating everything..

but then a verse comes into my mind...

and it stays there till it gets my attention..

and i feel a peace start to spread

in every dimension

mind...body...soul...heart...

and i feel His love comforting me..


and i know...

it is well with Me.

Instruments..

Ur Lips....










Ur hands....






Use em both.....






Kiss Me....Make me groaan ur name...








Hold me in ur hands.....Raise me to ur Lips...








Caress the goose-bumps from my skin...




Run ur Fingers across my abs....Rub them up my thighs......cup my butt and pull me closer...












My Turn....






My Lips...








My Hands....






I'll Use em both....








On ur Neck...






Ur breasts...




Feel my Tongue conducting Sensations on ur thighs...






Feel my Mouth...my Tongue ....my Lips....Feel every note i form with my Tongue on ur cl...




Running through the Keys...How High can u go?




Lemme hear that falsetto baby....


in tune with the rhythmn..the front of my thighs kissing the back of urs...




My Fingers and Lips caressing sensations out of ur body...




Feel me in ur very core...till extasy resonates out of ur body..and the crescendo of pleasure explodes out of our bodies into the very room...


And as u lie in my arms...i stroke you to sleep as the beat of my heart summons ur dreams...as u lie in the middle of one ..placed in real life by God Himself..






Sweet dreams my darling...




In the morning comes an Encore...x