Raindrops...

this wasnt how i planned this
but somehow its turning out kinna romantic
an afternoon picnic ended by the wind
sky darkens n the scramble for shelter begins
nowhere to run..cant find a place to hide
my arms are the only shelter u find
i kiss you as the rain pours down
just us n nature for miles around
u pull me even closer to you cus u crave the warmth from my body
that and the fact that this weather is making you so damn horny
clothes become transparent..outlining every curve
i look down into ur face...ure too beautiful for words
warm raindrops dripping from my face to urz..caressing our bodies..clothes sticking to our skin
unwrapping ur beauty as lightning illuminates us...n the sky starts to sing
making luv on springy grass is the most natural thing
hugging my eve as we take flight on pleasures wings
ur luv pours down in candy coated raindrops
warm wetness meltin on me as u beg me not to stop
as our luv flows into the grass
i want every drop so i squeeze ur zz
head on my chest...in my arms u lie
as a rainbow spreads across ur face...and across the sky..x

Cant Express..

Baby...i wanna write you something so special..so beautiful..you'll wanna cry
i want to reach into ur chest and kiss ur heart

trying to find the words..but dnt know where to start
i want to declare my love publicly..write ur name across the sky..my glitter would be stars

i want to call down the moon to witness ur beauty
the sun to acknowledge ur smile
babies be h8n on u cus u stay fresh
blessed with so much poise n style

i want to make you a necklace out of pearls..
my queen..i wish i could give you the world
how do i give all i have to "all i have"?
ure my everything ..luv me back..s all i ask.

want to freeze time for you..every priceless moment
wrap eternity up in a snow globe ..so u can own it
1na write ur name in the sky with a rainbow
write a thank you letter to God for letting me keep his angel

take you to heaven on a shooting star..bring you back on a cloud
1na show ur beauty off to the world cus im so damn proud

when words fail me ..al im left with is how i feel..
n sumtymz i gotta pinch n slap myself to make sure its real
the most mindblowing thing is that u luv me too
im so grateful for u my darling..dont want to ever stop loving u.

Sumtymz ur thots transform into dreams
if theyre on ur mind when u fall asleep
I spend my daez thinking about you n my nights seeking ur face
the daez cant go fast enough the night holds my only solace

i long for ur touch ache for ur kiss
that beautiful smile..1 of the many things i miss
when i close my eyes..everything else melts awae
the stress the frustrations n dissapointments of the dae

cus in my dreams ure ryte beside me in flesh n in breath
filling my arms completely..ts like u never left
we can travel the world..go wherever we please
Paris Spain or even the home of AdoniS..Greece

making love on sandy beaches
escapades in forbidden cities
We'll watch the sun set in Hawaii and watch it rise in France
Have dinner in Italy and in England I'll ask u to dance

for dessert a peach frisson
u in a see thru thong
stranded on sum exotic deserted island
no need for clothes makin luv on pure white sand

in my dreams im tarzan n ur jane
im ur superman n ure my lois lane
everynite i wait for u in the corner of my mind b
in the corner of my dreams hopin ull find me

2nytz no different ..as i lie in bed thinkin of u
welcomin sleep cus dreams gv me wings to fly tyu..x

Like You

Like the setting and rising of the sun
the wonder and mystery of how a babys born

from the thunder and lightning flashing by
to the full moon n starts twinkling in a clear blue sky

like the magnificence of the waterfall poetry in motion
to the depth and richness of the vast ocean

beauty as intricate and detailed as a raindrop
i keep tellin u ..u dont need it..ure beauty only enhances ur make up..

the wondrous beauty of the glowing rainbow
the majestic mountains with their snowy halo

all these moments..wonders...as priceless as they might seem
when compared to you pae significantly in comparison

even if they take them add them up and multiply by 10 and divide by 2
NUTHIN takes my breath awae....quite like you...x

Why?

i cant make it home tonite baby im sorry
i'll be in first thing in the a.m dont worry

as i drop the phone i feel her dissapointment, all she said was "okay"
the little waver in her voice like a creaky step that would soon give wae

the unspoken question of why..
the tear i know is starting in her eye..

"come to bed baby, whats the matter?"...
the smile and the forced laughter

her hands so soft..her touch so warm...stolen kisses as sweet as they come..
but soon replaced by bile...as soon as theyre gone ..

shes just one of many countless beautiful faces
selected at random..used for their graces

i close my eyes ..cus i dont want to see or think...just feel
longing desperately for a time when our luv was real..

its like uve given up...resigned urself to ur fate
u no longer ask where i'm going..or if i'll be late

no longer listening when i try to explain my absence
at night..i hear the quiet sobs..as ur tears wet the matress

why do I hurt you so..?
its not u..its me...but deep down i know

i blame you...
and at times i feel like i hate you

if it wasnt for ur carelessness, i would still have my little boy
but with one bad decision ..ur inaction robbed me of my joy..

shut up!..my heart tells my mind
i know partially some of the fault is mine

i know it broke ur heart then and at night i hear it breaking further
Guilt eatin u up inside..fueled by my silence..ignoring my aching lover..

u've suffered enough..i shouldnt punish u more
this isnt wot we got married for

i should be kissing the guilty tears awae..n u shuld be filling the hole in my heart...we should be helping each other heal
help me Lord to love her again...silent prayer as my fingers dial.."hey baby, get dressed ..im taking you somewhere expensive for a meal"..

i hear the confusion...then the shock ..then the laughter
it feels my heart with joy and it feels like the moment after

u escape..u win..or u survive
exhilaration...a new lease to life

Thank you..anothered whispered prayer...cus it feels like before
letting go of the past ..taking hope from what the future has in store...

My Body Remembers

when u speak..i wanna taste ur voice
feenin for dem lips cus they look so moist

when my mind denies
my body confesses
rebelling against my head
betraying weaknesses

my body rememberz
shadowy whispers of an era
in ur touch becoming clearer
growin in intensity
..with every minute you spend with me


ur touch ..ur smell..
my body remembers u
familiar...intimate
my body rememberz u

lips demanding kisses
craving them like wishes
eyes fooling around with mine
searching depths in a quest to find..

answers...do you still want me ...like i do
how would u react if i touched yu
would ur body yield if i kissed u
would my touch convey just how much iv missed u

body yearnin..skin craving contact
mind feeby resists but body sayin "stop that!"
body yielding automatically
unlocking codes when ure touchin me..

images before my eyes flash
makin me want to do sumin rash
like pull u in a corner
not caring if u wanna
kissin on ur body
finger in ur tummy


damn...

5 secs awae from kissing u..
so i sae goodnite
my body remembered u
and reminded me alnite...

I wanna...

I wanna make u feel like a nun..shocked at some of the freaky things im willing to do
I wanna make u mad at urself..for wanting me as much as u do

I wanna make u feel like a slut...shocked at how far im making you go...
wanna amke you blush at the rate im making ur juices flooww.

Gurl ure gonna bite ur lip ..and shut ur eyes real tight
trying urhardest not to scream...but..it...JUST...fe..els..so...RIGHT

Wanna make u chide urself...for dydreaming about me aldae
smiling and hugging urself..thinkin abou the things i sae

I wanna make u feel cute n cuddly...likemy baby...when u hug me
Most ofall..i wanna make u realise ure as beautiful as I sae u are..
One in a million..Angel..Queen...Superstarr..x