David Adonis - Sexy 2 Me

You always encourage me to express my fears

but if i tell you how scared I am

how will i convince you its going to be okay the next time I hold you scared in my arms?

Bite My Tongue...

"Madam, you have bereft me of all words.

Only My blood speaks to you in my veins"

-Merchant of Venice (William Shakespeare)

I really want to touch your heart

But with something so precious 


Its imperative I make the right.....impression




Wish we could go back to a time where innocence was our shield

But uno... 


there's no time like the present








Free Spirit...there's something Beautifully Savage about you..


Lionness..


I want to call you, Queen


you certainly look the part...






Lowkey.. I imagine you start your day with a Mozart smoothie..

or a bowl of Van Goghs & Rembrandts

Cus if you are what you eat...


 ..you definitely scream "Work of Art"









I want to just stare at you for hours and get the bottom of your beautiful

Understand how one can be so perfect

...Uncover the Splendour of your Essence






But I have a feeling just like any other wonder in the world

Your allure is not to be understood; confined to the limits of my mind and experiences

...So I would be content to just bask in the Radiance of your Presence







Listen tho...







Beauty does not always mean Perfection

And Perfection does not always mean Flawless


Sometimes the most beautiful thing you see is only a collection of Flaws

Placed precisely in such a perfect arrangement that all the eyes can see is Gorgeous








And nothing compliments a beautiful face like a passionate heart


And an Intelligent Mind clearly sets you apart





Got me..




Longing to be one of the thousand things that you think of everyday

And my lips would write love letters on your skin till 9,99 other things fade away..









And as I watch you in my Minds eye so many scenes unfold

I would pull you into my arms if i could be so bold





Wrap my arms around you and help you realise that this is home

Savour the taste of your lips as I kiss you slow







Maybe I can hold your hand

Falling up into the sky

Falling into eyes that twinkle brighter than the stars

Till parachutes open and tear you from my grasp













Getting ahead of Myself..looking back,,

clearly I should know better..

Brain saying Shut the hell up

...everything else saying Go get Her






.................ith Crazy





the risk of losing what I don't even have is way too strong...

Maybe I should roll safe


Maybe I should bite my tongue..






Portia..

looking at you with the awe struck eyes of Bassanio

Attention surrendering to your beauty

Mind captured by thoughts of you



Imagining a moment when I can drink it in first hand

Knowing I could never keep my composure

cus even in my thoughts I jump on you






lol...im sorry







From the Moment we're born we're dying

So we might as well do some Living too



Placed on this sphere to Create...Moments, Magic, History

And you endlessly inspire me

Everytime I look at you 












But Listen...







Sometimes even if you never intend to jump 

Its just as invigorating, standing on the ledge






And maybe the wise thing to do is Bite my tongue

But these words would haunt me if I left them unsaid







The End :)



...x






(i always got something playing in the background when i write these things)

Love is a funny thing to try and explain...

It has nothing to do with what a person looks like, its a feeling of familiarity, its a blurring of lines, its a safe feeling, a sometimes overlooked dull security which gives us the base from which we can function...and we never really fully realise its importance till we lose it or come close to losing it.

Is This Seat Taken?..

As soon as I see her walk in the room

Time bows out gracefully

About to find out if looks can kill

someone say a prayer for me..

I try to look busy

... I try to look less

I try to not look ...but each time I fail

Iron will over powered by her beauty

I find myself unable to look away

I try to do something with my face 

sexy smoulder? too much..

subtle wink?..might be too creepy

russian roulletting with these expressions 

she's walking in my direction 

..at any moment she might see me

I want her to, but I don't feel ready 

Something about her screams once in a lifetime

And just like that she walks past me

"hello" such an easy word it practically rolls off the tongue

and this was the moment i chose to bite mine?

"Dont want to appear too keen but I'm trying to be your next of Kin"

Shut up brain ..you're too late the moment is past

I really feel like I missed out on something..

I want to "oh well" it away but my eyes are still stained by your magnificence

as a consolation i turn around and try and catch a glimpse of that ass

Sweet Shining Star of Bethlehem!

I frantically reach for some of my finest composure 

clear my throat and try and stop my lip shaking

Looking up into her beauty

Witnessing some of Gods finest work

I watch her lips part and I hear the words

"Is this seat taken?"

...x

HIGHGRADE

Stuck..

In some distant world
In another life
Maybe you'll find me again

In your quiet moments
in the echoes of silence
Maybe you'll call my name


Maybe you'll remember my perfume
Maybe you'll close your eyes and feel my touch
Maybe those pretty lips smile when you remember my charm


Cus i helplessly remember
Your face, Your kiss,,,everything you are
Everything I was, with you in my arms


As this distance grows
as time builds up inbetween us
you never lose your grip on my mind


I just hope you think about me sometimes
that you wonder what and how im doing too

that you pick up the phone and then put it back down again
that you compose a text in your head then decide not to send it
then spend the whole day wishing you had
....like i do

I hope its as hard 
for you not to get in touch

I hope you tell your friends 
"I hate how I miss him so much"

On this battlefield called love...I hope your mind fights your heart as fiercely as mine does

and when tired muscles need stretching and you go from cat to cow pose, i hope u have flashbacks of me 
...just cus ure on all fours

Head in my Hands
Still cant understand
How we ended up making excuses
when we started off making plans


I hope you hear my name whispered in the wind
I hope when you feel that feeling and you bite your lip, you taste mine
I hope nobody ever needs you like i do  did
Cus you just might up and leave them too


But if you have to meet somebody else, please  don't tell him its "his"
cus that would be a lie
cus u know from the first time we kissed its always been mine
and certainly dont tell him nobody made you feel this way
because that would make me "nobody" and in more than one way u'd be lying


So i found out the hard way that sorrows can swim
no drowning them for me cus
these memories are too valuable for us to end up regretting


And if you have to move on
I wish you the best just...
Please dont forget me


x

"Take it off.."

She said I thought you'd never ask

I'm not asking..

Well alright then...

Lips pouting so i kiss them

put my hand in the small of her back and pull her close so there's nothing but desire inbetween our bodies






"Take it off

...take it all off..."


barely a whisper

from my lips into yours

grab the back of your neck

....only so i can taste it a little better

U're showing me better than you can tell me baby,  fingers inbetween ur thighs, so I already know how bad u want me




"Take it off"

She moans into my shoulders

Running your nails down my chest

Fingers telling me how much you love a 6 pack

Undoing buttons, a gasp and a smile as you fingers explore my length

Picking you up as my lips play with yours, your legs wrap around my waist and i instantly feel how hot you get for me




"Take it all off baby"

I'm your cheerleader

Ur panties in a ball on the floor

Our clothes thrown in places we probably wont find later

Finally..

Naked bodies frantically colliding as we fall unto freshly made sheets

gyrating, grinding, kissing, pressing against each other never losing contact as my body slips into yours ...

Gasping 

purring in satisfaction..

Shaking

...dripping wet for me




Legs wrapped around me, letting me in and locking the gates behind me...
Filling you up...just when you think you cant take anymore
.....i find a little more space


A handful of your body in each hand..
... a mouthful of you too cus I cant get enough
...so in love with the way you taste


Tongue in your mouth, lips on your neck...
Teeth pulling on your earlobe..multi-tasking like a muthafucka..
...love got you feeling like ure surrounded


Touching all your spots...
...the one you told me about
....the one you showed me....
the one u were too ashamed to admit
mouth open, legs shaking cus i found it



We climb to the very top
then we jump 
and when we fall it feels like we're diving into warm velvet rain

Holding on to me as you ride each wave
Each one leading into the next
Eyes closed, arms holding you strong
Rocking back and forth till we find shore, 

and then we start to climb again

Desire(Want you)

Footsteps on my Mind
Your face tattooed on every thought I find
Your beauty could stare down a sunset
In a word you're perfection..and I just wanna be your context



Want..you
with every muscle, with every fiber
visions of you putting marks in my back like a tiger
That body screaming at me..
All mine can do is yell back
Want you with desire that might scare you..if not held back



Want to...
unlock your body..
discover beauty in your flaws..pour love in all your creases
Every moment with you is a special occasion
I wanna dress your body up in kisses
Soft lips like jewels covering your earlobes...
all the way down to your neck..adorning you
Feeling...Needing..Pleasing..Teasing..
Wanting...Touching...Exploring....Adoring, You..




Want you..
Your body is a masterpiece..
Such a flawless composition..I just wanna enjoy all your pieces
If bodies could talk...
every look, every touch speaks volumes
between these sheets we'd write a thesis



Want you..


I want you to feel like Eve..
I wanna do things to you your body can feel..
But your mind cant believe..

If you've ever felt this way before..I dont wanna hear it
Inhibitions in the past..passion in the present..and tonight I want us to share it


Want you..


Soft lips and warm tongue find your body in the darkness..
Strong hands hold you in place
Dipping inbetween your thighs..
the sweetness of your appearance perfectly mirrors the way you taste
Fingers reading your body like brail..
caressing the expressions of pleasure on your face
And when it gets so good ure tempted to run from it..
You feel that firm grip on your waist



My mind convinces me you're everything I want
So when I go down on you air is irrelevant
Sweeter than honey..
the only sting is when I bend u over and smack it
..more junk in your trunk than an elephant ;)


You know how I mean that..
Moan for me baby, you know I'm all about that feedback



Living in the moment..Making Love but it feels like I'm fucking you
Pinning you down like I hate you...but gazing in your eyes like i'm loving you


Want ..you...


Hands all over your body...fiercely touching you like we're running out of time
But kissing you like we got forever..tongue strokes sending shivers up and down your spine


Want you..

Skinny dipping in your waterfall..
So deep inside you, you swear you can feel it in  your brain
Tasting your sweat..feeling your spasms..kissing the moans off your lips
Fingernails in my back..Mixing pleasure with a little pain



Desire, I felt the spark when I looked ..lost my footing and fell deep in your eyes
And now im so addicted, addicted to the Inspiration I find as I go deeper and deeper inbetween your thighs


Want.....you...
Can barely get the words out..
Losing myself in your magnificence...Finding myself in the love of you
Desire, u're everything I spent all my years searching for..
and even if I lived a 1000 more..
it would be impossible to find another you

And as we lie there in the aftermath
With my love still inbetween your legs
I hope you can hear how my heart beats your name
Stroking your hair as you rest your head on my chest


Want you..
In this moment and the next
In a way thats so much more than sex
Bodies still trembling.. a feeling nothing else could equal
You turned my whole world upside down
Now i realise why storms are named after people



Want you


xx